[[b]aby]'s blog

2012-01-25T09:02:00.000+08:00

听到你的声音，感觉不到你的存在..

2012-01-23T02:38:00.000+08:00

2005年到2011年，这六年来的新年，谢谢有你的陪伴。

今天是23JAN2012的（初一）,想在这里跟你说一声: 新年快乐朋友.

:)

＊选着离开你的原因对你已不在重要了吧。要找到你的幸福吖.

2012-01-18T14:43:00.002+08:00

梦总是最美好的，不是吗？ :)

2012-01-17T13:55:00.000+08:00

也许我早已被遗忘了吧。
再见了，朋友。

2012-01-16T16:57:00.000+08:00

ignorance was the best gift you gave ..

2011-06-29T18:37:00.001+08:00

will you still remember this place??? ... ...

I.M.U

OFFICIALLY CLOSED!

2009-12-10T10:34:00.002+08:00

HELLO ALL!

SADLY, THIS WILL BE MY LAST POST AS I WILL BE CLOSING DOWN[URL STILL REMAIN AS I CAN STILL COME BACK ANYTIME FOR SOME MEMORIES] THIS PATHETIC BLOG OF MINE

AND HOPEFULLY VERY SOON, I WILL BE ABLE TO SET UP ANOTHER NEW "PHOTOS" BLOG WHICH UPDATES ONLY PHOTOS TAKEN BY ME :)

PARDON ME FOR NOT UPDATING WHEREBY THE LAST POST I SAID I WILL UPDATE SOON!

I'M REALLY TOO BUSY/NOTHING TO UPDATE WHERE MY LIFE ARE NOW OCCUPIED BY

WORK WORK & WORK! :)

THANKS EVERYONE FOR YOUR LONG SUPPORTING FOR

WWW.IMPULSIVE-TEARS.BLOGSPOT.COM

SEE YOU GUYS SOON AGAIN IN MY NEW PHOTO BLOG!! :D

please dont give up on my blog! :D

2009-10-31T16:30:00.002+08:00

due to tight schedule, i will only be able to update once a week/2weeks.

but still, dropby often to support my blog alright?? :D

nothing but contented afterall.

2009-10-19T14:53:00.004+08:00

found no valid reason for why shouldn't i blog when i'm so free!!

just now while nua-ing in progress, happen to look back for photos which i've taken recently and realised that there're some photos which i almost forgotten that i'hv taken them! LOL!!

what a "super" memory i'm born with right? -.-"

taken on the lantern festival

haha! forgotten what's the funny reason behind this post.

and yes, he really enjoyed himself to the max on that night.

his sweat can really prove it! :p

as usual, we played with firesparks and candles on that night :D

before that, had a short yet fun session of badminton of 2 against 2 !
LOL!!

one of the random lunch with silly dearest

was discussing with dearest where to go for lunch and finally, both of us settled down with manhattan fish market as we never dine in there before.

before our main course was been serve, little snapping time!! :D

we ordered manhattan seafood platter for 2pax :)

pardon for my shooting skill as i'm unable to capture the full size of it BUT the serving been served was really huge and of course, YUMMY to the maximum!!

MUST TRY MUST TRY !!

ordered mussels after our meal and expected, another yummy to the max!

i'm not exaggerated! if there is a chance, i will sure drop by again another time :D

thanks dearest for the treat and next month, let it be my turn to treat you okay? hehe!!

this wonderful meal cost us $80plus for that meal but super worth it because their services was excellent and their serving was indeed huge.

kind of heartpain but dearest said worth it. agree too :D

daddy's birthday

went to a chinese restaurant to celebrate dad's birthday and i'm sure that day was his most happiest birthday out of the past 44 years because ... ...

me and my silly dearest.

little brother and his 1st official girlfriend.

YES! all of us were in couple couple that day :D

so sweet ain't it? actually wanted to ask mummy to help the 4 of us to take a group photo but in fact, mummy did something real funny that all of us just cant stop laughing until we forget to take a proper one! LOL!!

and once again, thankyou dearest for that treat to all of us! :D

headed to town with dearest for little shopping as we need to shop for clothes to wear for his dajie's evening wedding dinner.

switched to other places along the way and happy to say, we had a great time shopping because we haven't done that for weeks due to my busy dearest! :D

headed to mcdonalds for late night supper before home sweet home.

lastly, this is the reason for my smile :)

anxious :D

2009-10-11T11:49:00.002+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE :D

went for a movie with dearest yesterday night as we promised to watch this show together.

very exciting story plot and of course, very very sad ending.

true enough, dearest said this suppose to be a very sad ending. so no matter how much i'm expecting, it will still turns up to be a super sad ending.

lots of thoughts kept running through my mind after watching that movie and there's one thing i must agree,

I'M VERY GLAD THAT I'M BORN IN SINGAPORE! thought we're just a small little red dot with super irritating weather most of the time, but at least we're real safe from all these nature disasters isn't it??

hmm... feeling quite excited because both december and january's thailand trip had been confirmed!! payment made :D

so coincidence can! december's trip-22nd flight, january's trip also 22nd flight!! hahaha~ really wondering what will my office say if they knew i'm going oversea every month!! LOL!

oh ya! last week just told the girls, why not plan for a short genting trip for next month and fast enough, almost all agree!! hahah!!

so if the girls are able to get approve for their leave, november 8th - 10th we will be heading to genting for a little vacation + gathering! hurray hurray~ relaxing time :D

SEE LA SEE LA! ask me how to thick skin inform my office about my leave?? continuously 3 months take leave!!

-.-"

kind of boring can . . so fast weekend is coming to an end in just 12 more hours :(

gonna get myself prepare and head off to bugis with parents! dearest left for work without me. LOL!! perhaps i'm really too tired, paiseh arh! :p

GOODBYE EVERYONE :D

KNS!

2009-10-06T09:57:00.009+08:00

BACK FOR LITTLE UPDATE . . . . . .

went kbox with dearest in the afternoon :D

meet up with dearest and his family for dinner at newton :D

bought a PSP SLIM for dearest as his birthday gift BUT damn dulan can!! that PSP is giving us hell lots of problem!!

kanna cheated to pay more than average prices still not the end! the lady didn't tell me in advance that the PSP had no warrenty, no refund/exchenge, cannot be switched off totally!

*when i ask whether can play downloaded games? she said yes.(she didn't told me the problems at all!)

*how much space is the memory card provided? she said 4gb only -.-"

*when i asked got free games? she said yes, 10 free games. (end up ony 7games because she said not enough space! she purposely find those super big file de games somemore!)

everything wait till i've pay the money, than she said when we asked!! KNS _l_

really unreasonable lor!! where got PSP cannot totally switched off one?? only can switch to sleep mode. if accidently switched off or play till empty battery, the whole PSP cannot read games!

WTF right!!

and yesterday when dearest and i went back and ask the guy who're working :

(here's our conversations)

*why this PSP cannot totally switched off, he said " because will damage the motherboard cos this is a modified version!"

*than got what ways to fix the PSP if accidently off or totally no battery, "you can buy a mob from us than we will teach you how to fix if this problem occurs again(that stupid memory card=mob costed $80!)"

*if we want to change to a totally normal PSP which can switched off, how much? "if you want change to take, we will treat it as trade in! (FUCK! that PSP is only 3days old with NO scratches at all!)

*but is your worker who never inform us in the first place, like this we like kanna tok lor! pay liao than know no warrenty or exchange! "sorry, i'm not the one who sell you(true la, cos is another lady sell to me), so i cannot do anything cos i'm not there that day too."

*okay! than you have your boss number?!(we really angry le lor) *dont have, cannot give but i think boss will come today"

ask your boss to call me if he's here, "okay, i will" (but never call at all!! )

he still can ask why in the first place dont want buy the one which can totally switched off ($360plus), more hot lor!!

EXCUSE ME! IF IN THE FIRST PLACE I KNOW THIS PSP CANNOT BE SWITCHED OFF TOTALLY, WILL I BUY??? I BOUGHT FOR $320PLUS WITH ONLY 4GB MEMORY CARD!

JUST NEED TO TOP UP FEW MORE DOLLARS TO GET A NORMAL ONE, YOU THINK I KAM GONG MEH??? IS THAT LADY DIN'T EVEN TOLD ME EVERYTHING AT ALL!!

dearest said because they see girls come in and buy, that's why tok like nobody business!!

you tell me how to dont pakcek la!!! i pay more because i thought it will be more safer but it turns out to be the opposite ! -.-"

although i'm aware that i'm paying more than average for that stupid PSP

(worse still! no warrenty, no refund, endless stupid problems, no earpiece, no extra battery . . . )

but if the PSP is functioning like normal, i dont mind ~~kanna tok~~ paying more for it !!

since the guy said that the lady who sold it to me will be working today, dearest and i will be down later to argue again! worst come to worst, dearest said will call police to get involve! really enough lor!

fuck care la!! as long as the PSP can work normally, i dont care this issue because i'm willing to pay too.

piew! really hot until the max can!! jitao spoilt my day!

shall settle this tonight once and for all! -.-"

alright, got to go! update when i'm free again.

GOODBYE EVERYONE :D

happy 20th birthday to my boy :)

2009-09-29T11:21:00.004+08:00

HELLO EVERYBODY!!

before i start updating my blog,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~

HAPPT BIRTHDAY TO YOU~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~

happy 20th birthday to my dearest!!

I LOVE YOU :)

well, last saturday went to granny house with my parents :D

me and my mummy :)

many said we look quite alike, agree?? LOL!

cute right?? my aunt's latest creation!! piggy snow skin mooncakes :)

had mahjong session with ben & jul on last sunday! finally!! :D

imagine 1 pok lasted for almost 5hours plus?? LOL!!

really dont know how the 4 of us managed to use up such freaking long time to finish 1pok lor.

as usual! early breakfast after mahjong :D

our 2 NS man! so coincidence, the two of them was under air force !

ps: ben! your botak look ain't that bad la :D

mahjong session again!! i'll make sure the tv will be OFF this time!! LOL

alright, got to go now!! birthday boy gonna complain le!! hahaha~

GOODBYE EVERYBODY! :D

wondering why i'm able to blog when i'm supposed to be at work? haha! i applied leave just for my dearest birthday!! ^^

excuse me dearest, touched anot?? :D

mummy & daddy girl :)

2009-09-26T13:10:00.002+08:00

I'M HERE TO BLOG ALITTLE :D

basically i didn't have anything to blog but still, i chose to blog:)

LOL. make no sense right? hahhaa! i'm just fucking boring can -.-"

three photos taken with my dearest :D

after days of steamboat craving, i finally get to eat steamboat with dearest few days back!!

as it was one of our anniversary few days back, dearest dropby my place after booking out and brought me for steamboat dinner! yommy yummy!! hahha~

after dinner, dearest asked me to touch his stomach as he was complaining non stop that he cannot even hide his tummy by breathing in deeply. LOL!!

ain't this silly of mine really that silly? really buay tahan him at times :D

had been discussing for days and finally, the two of us had come out with our final decision :)

THAILAND-bangkok ^^

since our main purpose is SHOPPINGSSS, so we're sure that bangkok should be the most ideal paradise for the two of us!!

as for taiwan, dearest said that will be for our 6th year anniversary's holiday.

roughly 4 more months before our bangkok trip. dearest promised me that on the night of 23rd, he will make it the best anniversary i'll ever have, as compared to the past few years.

althought i dont know what it will be but still, i appreciate dearest for every single effort he had put in when talking about planning for our trip:) seriously, i didn't need to even plan a single thing because dearest will had it all done perfectly.

i'm indeed touched when he held both of my hand and told me this :)

and so for the time being, i shall just focus on my work and hopefully dearest will let me fork out a little for our oncoming trip!! -.-"

alright, got to go!!

saturday had officially become my - family day! granny place's with my parents afterwards :D

GOODBYE EVERYONE!

weekends aint the same anymore :)

2009-09-20T13:35:00.003+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE :D

changed to a new header yesterday. wondering is it nicer ???

some comment please ~

well, back for some update while i'm kind of free on the weekends from now onwards.

dearest had decide to work harder for our future and the coming 5years anniversary of ours!

:)

EVERY SATURDAY - he will be going his erjie's shop to learn grooming.

EVERY SUNDAY - he will be working at northpoint for the whole day.

although we wouldn't be able to meet each another that often from now onwards but still, i'll sure make an effort that every sunday, i'll dropped by northpoint to give him my little support :D

so sweet isn't it? hahah!

happy that tomorrow is a public holiday!! so later will be meeting dearest in the evening, accompany him till his work ends and together head back to his place :)

dearest said tomorrow we will be going out! hehe!!

but wondering where shall we go???

alright, got to go now. & i realised my life is boring!!

>.<

self photos during slacking time

me without any makeups, so be prepared! :p

taken few days back during out video call :D

GOODBYE EVERYBODY :D

short and simple . .

2009-09-16T19:11:00.003+08:00

HELLO EVERYBODY!!

must be wondering why i didn't update for so long right?

please don't worry about me. i'm still alive cursing and complaining everyday as usual. LOL!

had been real busy working recently as i'm still unfamiliar with lots of new stuffs in the office. so for the time being, do understand if i'm not so active with my blog okay?

although my blog soon-to-be dying, but please dont give up on it okay?
appreciate if you guys could drop by more often so that i will have more advertisements~ hahaha!!

got to go now! will be back for update once i'm free alright?

PROMISE :D

how i wish . .

2009-09-07T20:24:00.002+08:00

HELLOS :D

first day of work was so

S T R E S S !!

new things, new softwares, new jobscopes, new environment, new collegues . . .

everything needs to start/adapt/learn from the beginning!! and that's why i hate changing job because this will always happen when you're a newbie to a new company.

-.-"

nothing much about my job as basically i'm under training for the time being.

that explains my stressfulness as i need to be super accurate and alert when dealing with those shipping in and out of the custom!

i'm a ~~very~~ careless person which almost all my friends knew it & now careless is my biggest phobia and weakness!!

S T R E S S

alright, shall talk about yesterday :D

went bugis with dearest for movie-final destination 4!

shall rate it 9/10 :D

very exciting movie!!!! and i got scare by some of those sudden scene. LOL! and imagine after the movie, i kept telling dearest that even when i'm at home, i will also start to think of those danger that might occur!

hahah!! stupid movie makes my imagination run real WILD~

oh ya!! the aunty checked my age before she print out the tickets!! happy happy~ LOL!!

had a lovly dinner with dearest before our movie starts :D

dearest told me he suddenly feels that the two of us have not been going out together for dinner quite long. is it?? erm, maybe maybe :)

chat chat chat and of course not forgetting . . .

silly purposely requested for this table and i was like huh?? why this small table??

than i knew the reason behind his sweet decision :D

dearest's steak !

my beef bake rice !

went bugis street for window shopping as we just missed our bus. suddenly dearest told me after his payday, he going to bring me to bugis street to spend like nobody business!! LOL!

crazy boy of mine >.<

took bus and again, we chatted like nobody business :D

just simply love that moment as dearest really treat me like a little princess which only belongs to him :)

reached home and immediately i'm on my way to lala land while dearest was still get entertainment from the show "guess guess guess show"

:D

and today morning, both of us got a really hard time waking up!! especially me as i'm totally not used to the sudden timing!!

alright, got to go now!! i need to sleep early today :(

thought if tomorrow, how i wish the time can stop now and never move forward!!!!!!!

GOODNIGHT EVERYONE :)

photo time :)

2009-09-04T17:49:00.001+08:00

here's the photos taken during one of our gathering :D

fun day indeed! all thanks to me? hahha~ enjoy going out with my girls!! :)

we snapped wherever we are!! during interview, during lunch time, during check up!

camera is always our best friend !!!

went polyclinic with dearest yesterday to take his mc :D

and that's my silly boy! hahha~

oh my god, nothing to update already plus now so tiring.
GOODBYE EVERYBODY!

attention to ben! tomorrow mahjong session on??

lazy lazy lazy! :p

2009-08-30T15:09:00.000+08:00

HELLO HELLO!! BACK FOR LITTLE UPDATE :D

such a nice weather today! but too bad my dearest wasn't by my side :(

actually today was suppose to be our ''stay home day'' together as he need to book in tonight.

but due to something on, dearest had to help up at his erjie's pet shop for the whole day.

planned to have mcdonalds breakfast together at causeway in the morning but last minute cancelled because i'm too tired! so dearest decided to let me sleep and went to work.

kind of guilty !! :p

as for yesterday, the two of us stayed at my place and did some DIY !! hahaha~

heart sharp small pillow . done by me :)

milk milk boster . done by dearest :)

we spend about 3hours doing all these!! LOL. designing, cutting, sewing, stitching, filling in bits, decorating.

afterall, we had a wonderful day yesterday because this is something new for us to try :D

alright! got to go off now :) meeting nicole later at causeway to shop and back my place to see baby.

need to concentrate msn with dearest now! GOODBYE GOODBYE !!

still remember that time i said i got myself a big and ugly blueblack due to the blood test? ya, that's it! -.-"

so boring to stuck at home!!

2009-08-28T19:21:00.001+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE! :D

yes, didn't went for work recently because i'm down with mc for 1 week. down for blood test too!! currently got myself a very big blueblack on my hand! yucks :x

suspect under H1N1. sway enough -.-"

quitted current job, pure yoga! hahaha!! found myself another job this morning as i just went for the interview yesterday. hopefully i can stay longer with this new job.

*PRAY REAL REAL HARD!!!*

1week mc, so boring can!! cannot go out at all plus i dont have that energy also!

*except for yesterday la. LOL *

dearest was on mc again! 6days + 4days[weekends] = 1week plus MC -.-" happy lor him!!

didn't meet one another today because we had been sticking each another 24hours for almost 1week. so today we give each another "off day" :D

dearest was so into 命中注定我爱你!! okay la, and me also ^^ althought we watched it a few times already but now channel u showing again, so chase it again lor :)

we watched together, we laught together, we complain together, we cursed together and of course we cry together.

so touching that drama!! and imagine i keep tearing like nobody business?? hahaha!

alright, got to go now and watch tv le! update again once i'm free ^^

GOODBYE EVERYBODY! remember to miss me hor :D

ALL THE BEST :D

2009-08-23T21:17:00.000+08:00

TOMORROW STARTING WORKING ALREADY!

ANXIOUS EXCIDED & HAPPY!!

HOPEFULLY EVERYTHING GOES ON SMOOTHLY :D

got to say byebye to my current farming job from tomorrow onwards!

so real SG cash, i'm coming in your way soon~ LOL!

GOT TO PREPARE FOR TOMORROW'S STUFFS AND TURN IN EARLY TONIGHT.

GOODBYE EVERYONE :D

LAST BUT NOT LEAST,

HAPPY 4YEARS 6MONTHS ANNIVERSARY DEAREST!! LOVE YOU~

get well soon, my dearest

2009-08-20T13:15:00.002+08:00

how come my blogger's dashboard became like this?!!

became a very simple page with a box for me to type and publish post? where are all the other buttons??

~~FUCKING IRRITATING RIGHT NOW!~~

dearest was officially down with fever:(

was quite shock when i recieved his call in the morning telling me that he had been given 6days of mc! he was still perfectly fine *except for sorethroat* in the morning before heading to camp but few hours later, he was down with fever, flu & serious sorethroat.

pray hard that his fever will goes down as soon as possible because i know the kind of headache he is suffering from high fever right now.

yesterday dearest gave me a silly yet sweet surprise. as i was about to go to bed at 11plus, he called me.

chatted awhile and he told me he know magic. LOL! he said he was outside my door and i thought he was lying because so late already plus earlier on when i call him, he said he want to sleep already.

i told him i dont believe and was laughing away until i heard a few knock on my window! he really came[my 1st surprise] :D

when i opened the door, he smiled at me and said he da bao yummy for my supper! punggol nasi lemak!! [my 2nd surprise]* if i'm not wrong * LOL!

when i asked him why he purposely da bao for me and sweetly he replied,

"because that time you said chongpang nasi lemak not nice, so i da bao punggol nasi lemak let you try try"

so silly of him but seriously, i can really felt the sweetness in his reply :D

although i was complaining things like, :"wa! so fattening, i dont want eat!" / "your timing for surprise like not correct at all lor!"

end up i still managed to finish all the chicken winds, otah & egg. really very yummy & best still, the food is still warm^^

he said the queue was long because it's a well known stall selling nasi lemak. imagine he need to queue long and wait under the non aircon area with people infront and behind him, heartpain for him!

thankyou dearest for the little sweet surprises yesterday!! :D

our all time favourite ^^

went ntuc with dearest few days back as i'hv just got myself a ntuc card. LOL! bought lots of things behalf of mummy and not forgetting some treats for us too before heading back home.

i think this is the main reason why the two of us is suffering sorethroat now -.-"

show you all photos about my 2dogs! baby[small dog] is heavier and bigger size than jacky now!! really buay tahan his eating habits. as long as things that can be swollow, baby will eat it!

some funny things he ever swollow are:

[ chili ]

[ garlic ]

[ raw food ]

[small parts of clothing's clip]

[ strings ]

[ ants ]

[ his own shit ]

and of course many more -.-"

very very disgusting and big eater dog of mine!

photos taken in the morning.

baby really ate the whole uncooked long-bean -.-"

i was telling mummy that jacky always gave me those elegant post when i want take a nice picture of him.

wherelse for baby, he will never stop moving around! really NEVER!! very hyper active!!

alright, shall stop now.

GOODBYE EVERYBODY :D

back for update :D

2009-08-17T15:38:00.000+08:00

HELLO EVERYBODY! :D

rainning rainning rainning~

how good if i can walk under the rain without getting sick :(

big news! i'hv quitted my job to become a full time farmer!! LOL :D

kidding okay. just feels that the job was kind of bored and dont really earn myself much -.-"

so for the time being, farming is my top piority! hopefully i can get a better new job soon with better $$$ as there are many overseas plan coming along!! seriously, i need lots of money in order to really enjoy myself during overseas ^^

oncoming plans:

[number 1: i need more cash!]

steph and cliques planned for another genting trip for this coming sept! should i go?? well, like i said. if i managed to find myself a new job within this month, i will definitely go but please dont crash on 29th sept^^

[number 2: i need more MORE cash!!]
dearest birthday on the 29th sept and i will like to buy "that gift" for him no matter what!!

[number 3: i need more more MORE cash!!!]

december going thailand to attend uncle's wedding so i need extra cash to shop over there^^

[number 4: i need endless of cash!!!!]

feb'2010 dearest said he will bring me to thailand to celebrate our 5th year anniversary. so i need more more MORE money to buy the whole thailand back with me^^

ain't all these requries lots of cash??? so i need better and stable job please~

now than i realised, i had been watching movies every week within a month! LOL :D indeed crazy of me.

harry potter ->
the hangover ->

ice age ->
where got ghosts? ->

UP.

i think i'm getting sick of watching movie now! hahaha!!

shall end here and continue my farming now^^

GOODBYE EVERYONE^^

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delicated for all couples & friends out here :D

2009-08-14T14:12:00.001+08:00

i've uploaded this lovely song which i've been searching for almost 4years.

seriously, i only heard this song once before in 4years back and till the very day i happenned to hear this song again, i knew this was the song which i've been searching for years, without any clue on hand as i dont know neither the title nor the name of the singer.

imagine when i heard this song in few days back, i smiled happily!!

there was once in few years back that i told dearest, this WILL be the song i'll use during my wedding because the lyric was super sweet and meaningful :)

now that i found this song, the sudden flashback of many things in the past appears.

so now, i would like to share this old song through my blog to everyone out here.

hope that everyone of you will like it as much as i do :D

ENJOY!!

just random

2009-08-11T23:31:00.000+08:00

PS : I AM A HAPPY GIRL,

LEADING MY HAPPY LIFE.

sit back and enjoy this new song which i've just uploaded ^^

beautiful weekends :D

2009-08-10T15:05:00.001+08:00

hello people ^^

here for some updates while waiting for my fruits to harvest :D

last friday went to lot1 and watched where got ghost?

rating : 8/10 [scarly & funny movie BUT not really link]

actually wanted to give dearest a surprise as i told him i've booked other show but when we went up to collect our tickets, the stupid screen wrote so big - WHERE GOT GHOST? 11:20PM

-.-"

win liao lor.

we happily went to the counter and the aunty gave us face, said we cut queue.

WTF! really spoilt my mood okay!! for no reason people accussed me yet gave me a attitude face!
she yaya type said that unless is internet/phone booking, than allow to have the privilage to queue and been serve first.

i immediately took out my card and show her, told her mine's internet booking. she than kept quite for awhile before saying " i thought you all cut queue because many people at the back queuing."

hot hot hot!!

funny dearest still go and ask her in a yaya tone, than like this we queue here nothing wrong already right??

LOL:D

bought drinks and titbits before heading in the theater. the whole theater was full house!! luckily few days back i online booked the tickets, if not we sure wont get to watch the movie ^^

eventually wanted to walked back dearest's place after watching movie but due to our tireness, we decided to cabbed back dearest place instead. aiya, old couple already. no point so romantic walked back and sacrified our sleeping time right? HAHAHA!

soon after bathing, lala land in progress :P

slept all the way until afternoon 3plus than we woke up! LOL!!

was telling dearest that, 很不像话 for me to sleep until so late in his house lor! hahaha!!

dearest was keep laughing when i said that, which i don'n know why too -.-"

i felt super guilty for sleeping till so late yet he can still laugh like nobody business!

woke up and prepared ourselves before heading out^^

was thinking of where to go while walking to the bus stop. dearest said the next bus come, we just board and go to that place. LOL

i was still thinking, if 160 come we really going malaysia meh? hahaha!

end up 67 came and i told dearest:" from here to tampines, about 1 to 2hours leh, serious ma?" he maybe thought i'm kidding so he said okay, just board.

along the journey, i was telling dearest that i regret boarding this bus lor. my stomach very hungry!! hahaha!

the whole day havent eat breakfast and lunch yet, somemore now dinner time already, still rocking in this bus -.-"

the two of us was complaining non stop to one another. HAHAHA! finally reached and the first thing was, dinner!! ^^

walked around tampines1 for hours and 10plus, headed back my place.

hate dearest's bad habit! before i sleep, i told dearest remember to switch off the tv before he sleep. i nagged this to him umpteens times until he said i'm behaving more like an aunty -.-"

and know what? when i woke up in the middle of night, i realised that the tv was still on!! immediate shook him up and asked him off the tv. rubbish enough, he told me, he did off the tv before he sleep but dont know why the tv was still on in the middle of the night!

-.-" he is really good at sleep talking lor. even sleeping also talking nonsense. buay tahan!

as for now, he is still sleeping like nobody business!! oh my god!! 4pm already still sleeping. really 服了他!

alright, shall stop now and meet his mum at causeway to get fruit for my family as she had bought too much.

GOODBYE EVERYONE ^^

crazy over farming :P

2009-08-06T11:58:00.002+08:00

my pumpkins are ready for harvest (:

GOOD AFTERNOON EVERYONE , GOOD AFTERNOOON MY FARM !

was "farming" in my farm till midnight 1plus 2am yesterday, and i got endless feedbacks from friends like:

*wa! you from morning farm until now not sian arh?~

*your computer never bomb?? :P

*this game so fun meh???????!

*you're a hardworking farmer leh.

*you're more hardworking than real life farmer lor(:

*your game also cannot earn real money, why so into it?

*you very patience hor? can tell you very entertained by your farm. haha.

*minimum seeds need 4hours to harvest, you stare the screen for the whole 4hours? O.O

*your farm de design very cute. hahaha.

*why your farm got pattern one??

*dont tell me you intent to farm overnight?? LOL!

*you very power lor! farm farm farm whole day -.-

*really so fun meh?

and of course, many other more ^^

i'm so so so into this game!! LOL!! i even kidding and tell some of my friends that

MY WISH IS TO BECOME A SUCCESSFUL FARMER :D

i'm kind of out of mind, i know^^

alright, got to go now & prepare myself.

GOODBYE EVERYBODY! goodbye farm :p

back for awhile :D

2009-08-05T14:34:00.002+08:00

hello everybody, back for update! :D

didn't went for work today as i'm really tired. slept very late yesterday night all because of a reason!

it's damn fun okay!! or maybe should i said i'm just too boring, that's why this game can keeps me entertain for a short period of time??

whatever! who cares? as long as i'm having fun with the game, counts! :)

i want more animals!! i want more gifts!! i want more neighbours!! i want my farm to be crowded!!

what are you all waiting for?? come join me as my neighbour if you're playing too^^

was working at IMM on monday and silly was so sweet!!!

our sms goes like this:

dearest : baby, you ate your lunch already?:)

me : haven't yet, waiting for dinner than eat together:)

dearest : must eat okay?? i miss you. sms you once i finish my stuffs

me : alright:)

sudden craving of chong pang nasi lemak came and~

me : can i have chong pang nasi lemak for my dinner? hahaha! (trying my luck)

dearest : baby, erm.. kind of difficult because i'm too tired to bookout today:(

me : alright then, i will settle my dinner myself^^ (i was like @*#&T(^@#%)*!!)

dearest : dont angry okay baby? i TRY okay? what you want in case i got bookout? :)

me : chicken wings & egg!

never reply from that onwards -.-"

i was busy with my work till 7plus when silly suddenly appearred with nasi lemak!! he name it 爱心晚餐 :D

I WAS SO HAPPY THAT VERY MOMENT! ^^ appreciate that because he willing to put aside his sleeping time and bookout to get dinner for me. thanks dearest!!

i was eating happily while dearest said he will help me serve customers :D

thought he didn't know the easier ways to push back the animals, but he tried without giving up!

those aunties who work beside mine was smiling away. imagine how funny dearest was that day. LOL

after work, went downstairs to buy food! ya, again -.-"

seafood tempura + xxl chicken cutlet & bubble tea

actually got many photos taken but dearest ~~warned~~ said the other cannot post! LOL!

got to get back to my 'farm' now! hahaha!! GOODBYE EVERYONE :D

sometimes i thought my tagboard is not working because NOBODY TAG ME OFTEN!! >.<

random random

2009-07-29T23:44:00.003+08:00

this is the 2nd time i'm retyping everything!! _l_

i'm back for little update :D

so far there is still no new from jervis, so fpr the time being, no photos for the farm mart!

sad sad :(

well, this friday going farm mart again!! ya, so so so again alright. hahahha! i was telling my girls, almost every weekend we will SURE go there and eat like nobody business!! LOL!

this is true enough :D

this friday will be going there to celebrate yvonne's birthday :)

welcome to the "aunty" 19 years old ! *cheers!! *

planned after dinner go for a movie! ~~we are~~ i am so into watching "the hangover"!! it's a comedy and i hope everyone will like that show that day!!

recalling back . . .

last week went over to granny house for dinner, dearest went too!

not fair okay! granny pour drink for dearest and asked me to take give him. and when i asked where is mine, she told me ownself pour!!

-.-"

dearest fly high high already!! he still can tell me, "your granny see me very happy lor!" really buay tahan him! LOL

my uncle was an irritating one! he kept asking dearest to married me and faster give birth to a child. the reason behind it was because . . .

he want someone to call him 叔公! he said someone call him with a 公 at the back like very high like that. rubbish okay!! LOL

and granny was saying, "than your child got to call me 太婆!" buay tahan. all of them was so into that topic that evening!! dearest and i was like

" LOL! they're more excited and anxious than us!!" what a cute and open family i have, i supposed :D

anyway, december will be going thailand to attend my uncle's wedding. heard from him that the temperature in his wife's family village, where the whole wedding will be held, will be at about 6degree celcius!!

so so so cold!!! dad was saying that he will need to bring at least 2 jackets over there while i said, i will need to bring at least 2 thick blankets over there!! HAHAHAHA~

alright, got to sleep now :D

GOODNIGHT & GOODBYE EVERYONE!!<BR>

DEAREST & ME

little treat for our anniversary :D

stay tune(:

2009-07-25T12:31:00.002+08:00

will be back for update maybe night time or tomorrow!

jervis! faster sent me those photos :D

stay tune to www.impulsive-tears.blogspot.com always~

goodbye!!

2009-07-23T13:12:00.004+08:00

meet up with girls for harry potter movie! althought i didn't manage to finish the whole movie as i'm not those hardcore fans of harry potter, but i simply love the group of us going out!

gossipping,

chit chatting

& laughing like nobody business!

never forgetting that WE ARE always CRAZY GIRLS!! LOL!

alright. last but not least,

HAPPY 4YEARS 5MONTHS ANNIVERSARY TO MY SILLY DEAREST!

i love you :D

off for lunch now! remember to miss me many many alright?

:)

short short post :D

2009-07-18T11:37:00.002+08:00

went chevron for singing session yesterday night.

ya! only me and dearest , the 2 of us :D

because i'm a considerate girl, i dont wish friends to get virus from me. touching right? i know i know :)

here're photos taken yesterday though a few only, but better than nothing okay^^

saw this naughty of mine sleeping in this cute way, decided to share with all of you.

四脚朝天 !

going for shopping again! :D

fever gone but cough & flu still stick with me !

what a boring life!

2009-07-17T10:17:00.003+08:00

I WANT TO GET OUT OF MY ROOM & ENJOY MYSELF ! ! !

i felt as if i've been under quarentine! i have been stucked at home for days without going out!

* except for seeing doctor *

computer, television, bed

MEDICINES!!

so boringggg ~

wanted to go out but afraid i might not have the strength to come home in one whole piece.

wanted to have a mahjong session later on but no venue, sort of cliques.

wanted to meet dearest later but i don't want him to get those virus from me.

wanted to meet my girls later on but still, worries worries worries.

wanted to slack my time through online shopping but nothing caught my eyes.

wanted to online msn, find someone to chat with, but not many people online.

I AM SO BORING!!

I AM SO SO BORING!!

I AM SO SO SO BORING!!

bored! off for my medicines & probably back to bed

-.-"

please go away ! !

2009-07-16T14:28:00.002+08:00

was down with MCs . i don't feel good at all !!

terrible fever

sickening headache

running nose plus nose block

sore throat plus coughing plus almost voiceless

exceeding air trapped inside my lungs & stomach

what's more coming this time round?? i wonder who pass me this virus??

was been pulled to clinic yesterday night,

and the waiting hours was like about 1.30hours to 2hours plus? almost 10plus to 20 person infront of my queue!

*fainting in progress*

went to play those childish childish games with dearest to pass our waiting time :)

drank mango ice blended! surprisingly dearest allows. but well, that explained why my sore throat get worsen.

home sweet home aftermaths, with bag of medicines -.-"

during midnight, dearest said my temperature raised up and my whole body was warm like nobody business.

as i was very sleepy due to the cough and flu syrups, i excused myself from skipping the panadols. know what, i regreted!

my fever is back and instead of getting better, my temperature raised up like flag raising

_l_

i hate getting sick simply because i hate eating medicines ! ! !

medicines = sleepy :(

got to go and take my medicines now, mummy is nagging at me because of dearest.

dearest told mummy die die must nag me to eat medicines. sian~

update again when i've got the strength. goodbye :D

chinatown:)

2009-07-14T12:04:00.004+08:00

hello people :D

back for some update since i'm not working today! smile(:

last sunday, dearest and i went for a different type of dating.

we went to a place where there is :
no air conditional
no shelter
quite a number of crowd
not all couple will go there as a dating venue!

alright, dont need to guess so hard because i'm going to tell you guys where we went.

p.s : all photos will be in black and white mode :D
* COPYRIGHT BY - J.VIER & REBEC *

lunch time :D

pardon me, i just simply love myself (:

oh ya, i cut my fringe weeks ago and dearest kept saying that without him, i wont have such nice fringe -.-"

from chinatown, we walked all the way down to clarke quay :D

~~pathetic~~ romentic okay. LOL!!

went back to dearest house for dinner. chat awhile and leave for my place as dearest have to book in before 2359.

frankly speaking, i enjoy myself alot that day. so do dearest i think!

cannot tahan my silly boy because he kept talking rubbish, faking to be one tourist from various countries.

the people there keep talking english to me, even the waitress[from china]. i don't look like singaporean who knows chinese language?? LOL!

nothing for me to complain that day because i can feel the love and sweet air surrounding us(:

i simply love snapping here and there with dearest.

how i wish i can snap down every bits and little of our movement, our joy & happiness.

rewinding it back when the both of us grow old together.

lastly before i end here, i will like to say : I LOVE YOU

sweet and simple, just to you :D

overdue post

2009-07-10T12:17:00.007+08:00

here to accomplish my promises :D

beautiful fireworks

ain't these beautiful??

imagine your love one propose to you after watching those beautiful fireworks in front of many people. his hand was holding your most favourite flowers, a ring which you have been eyeing for long.

suddenly kneel down in front of everybody and say,

" I'm willing to accompany you in the rest of your life, watching beautiful fireworks & whisper the magic words in your ear. will you marry me? "

i bet the girl of yours will drop her tears of happiness and say

" yes, i do! "

everyone surrounding the both of you were cheering and happy for you. couples standing in the crowd were envy of you but yet, they felt the happiness in your love.

without you knowing, your love one had actually engage a photographer to film down everything secretly.

during your wedding, the video was been play back in front of everyone, including you!

don't you feel that you are the most fortunate girl in this world??

how i wish next time mine will be like this!! but not totally the same of course, be original and creative okay! LOL

suddenly i realised that, i have endless of imagination!! hahaha. but i don't think it's a good thing?

guys should be fully of imagination, not girls! if not the girl will be able to predict what is next!

:p

yummy session + prawning session

only managed to take one photo because all of us were too busy eating! LOL!!

* attention, this is just the beginning!*

overall we ordered :

-2 stingray

-10 chicken wings

-1 plate of cockles

-3 plate of lala

-2 plate of gong gongs

-1 plate of kangkong

-3 plate of rice

-2 bottles of beer

-3 can drinks

-1 bowl of desert

ice creams

WOW!! yummy yummy!!

prawning time :D

barbeque time!!

photo time :D

with yvonne "people prawning, she DS-ing. correct? :D "

with weida "get the hook out from the prawn, find him! find him!!"

with stephanie " powerful lala fans with abel! "

with elaine " don't play play, she is uncle-killer okay! LOL!! "

didn't managed to take photo with the "professional" because he keep moving around when i asked to take photo. but anyway, want gain back your "chen jiu gan" during prawning, challenge him!!

he can make other people there thinks that, he caught a dinosaur and not just prawn!

p.s : didn't take any photo with susan & her boyfriend because they came quite late :p

science center

look at how dearest protect jayden from getting wet because of rainning, using his jacket

-.-"

it fits perfectly like a raincoat to him! :D

in case you guys might be thinking what fun ride i'm working at . . .

my working clique who always complain sian arh sian arh!

got to go! dearest got to kill me if he know that i'm still blogging instead of preparing myself!! :p

i hate my nose! might consider undergo plastic surgery!!

should i ? should i not ?? comment please!!

PARDON ME

2009-07-05T11:06:00.003+08:00

H E L L O :D

don't get my idea wrong, I'm not back for any long long update right now

because i still cannot figure out why my idiot cable don't allow me to transfer anything out from my phone!

i am A N G R Y !!

well anyway, went to marina square with dearest yesterday evening as he needs to get something back from his friend. before meeting his friend, we were luckily enough because we managed to catch a little preview of NDP rehearsal which was going on next to the esplanade.

so many people there ~

such a perfect timing okay! the very moment after me and dearest got our seats near the seaside, fireworks is out!!

directly close view of those beautiful fireworks!

I LOVE BEAUTIFUL FIREWORKS!

I LOVE WATCHING FIREWORKS WITH DEAREST!

I LOVE DEAREST HOLDING MY HANDS TIGHTLY WHEN WATCHING FIREWORKS!

alright, promised to post out all my overdue photos once my cable is willing to cooperate with me.

G O O D B Y E (:

our 4years 4months anniversary

2009-06-23T12:23:00.002+08:00

TO MY DEAREST BOY :

HAPPY 4YEARS 4MONTHS ANNIVERSARY !!!

time passes real fast and again, today is our anniversary.

though we wouldn't be able to meet up today due to your outfield

but i will like to tell you, you have never fail to brighten up the start of my very day with your sweet sms-es!

having you in my daily life, had already become a habit.

and because of you, you makes me brings out my smile that hide deep inside of me, out from me.

may our relationship remains so sweet and wonderful like present,

till the never ending future ahead.

& lastly, i would like to tell you that . . .

I LOVE YOU HEARTFULLY &always !! :D

MY WEEKENDS :D

2009-06-22T12:23:00.005+08:00

what a fast weekend, agree?? :D

last saturday, went to science centre with my dearest and jayen!

eventually only me and dearest going but last minute dearest suggested why not bring jayden along since it had been quite sometime since we did so.

agree!

prepared myself and went to meet dearest at lot1. and ya! before i forget, i fall in love with the watermelon soya milk from jolly bean!! LOL!

MUST TRY MUST TRY!! :D

back to topic! dearest and i cabbed over to pet shop and after fetching jayden, off to science centre!! yeah!! had been such a long long time eversince i went to science centre okay!

happy, anxious, excited! :)

joke okay. such a big science centre, dont even have any atm machine. the nearest atm machine is located at jurong town hall there!!

-.-"

no choice and have to drag our feet under the extremely hot weather, to cross over to the opposite side to withdraw cash.

after withdrawing, headed back to macdonalds and have our lunch.

weekends = many many people. agree??

bought admission ticket[science centre] + omni theatre[sea monsters] :D

initially, we wanted to watch the talk about davinci the genius but with jayden along, we decided to drop that idea and changed it to sea monsters instead.

went walking around inside science centre to kill time? lol. because most of the area were crowded with humans!

finally 6pm and quickily headed to omni theatre for our shows :)

enjoyed the show very much especially jayden because the show was about dinosaurs!!

after the show, headed back to dearest home.

quick wash up and headed over to toa payoh with dearest's family for dinner! :)

reached home, headed back to dearest's room and K.O!! LOL!

woke up by dearest at 2am plus to get my bath -.-"

have a little chat with his mum about my stomach while waiting for dearest to finish his bathing. everyone is so worried about me but yet i did nothing. guilty :(

woke dearest up at 9am as i feel like eating big breakfast. nua here and there, ended up no more big breakfast but mac spicy! LOL.

went back for a short nap as i'm real tired recently. woke up again at about 3pm, prepared and off to dearest's granny house for bbq session!

happy birthday to dearest's mummy :D

ate real lot during the bbq as dearest keep putting food on my plate!

i'm getting fatter and fatter recently!!! :P

cabbed back my place with dearest after everything to accompany my family as to celebrate father's day.

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY to my dad :D

and dearest and i cursed that cab driver who drove us back woodlands. dearest did told him to go from KJE than BKE. he nodded but yet he go straight to BKE from jurong!

WHAT THE _l_ SUPER BIG ROUND OKAY!

when dearest asked him where he heading to, that driver still can said we told him go straight from BKE. worst still, he said he was still thinking, why we chose to go straight from BKE instead from KJE than BKE! his attitude was sucks to hell okay!

hot hot hot!!!

no point arguing because there's no turning back in expressway. reached my place and requested for receipt. immediately, the driver said he charge us $15? instead of $17plus! LOL!

i told dearest that this idea of mine works most of the time if the driver intend to cheat us by going one big round because with the receipt, the driver might worried that we will complaint to their company!! :D

LOL! i realised that it had been quite sometime since i'hv posted such a long entry with only words. hahhaa! alright, shall stop now and get back to watch my shows!!

GOODBYE EVERYONE!

*photos will be update once i'm free*

stingray, gong gong, chicken wings, otahs . . . . HERE I COME!!

SO LOOKING FORWARD FOR TOMORROW'S SMALL GATHERING!

and lastly i will like to say!
deardear, i love you alot alot (:

precious weekend :D

2009-06-16T14:34:00.003+08:00

here for some update since i'm kind of free now! :D

our very first photo taken using my new phone(:

my 2 naughty dog! :D

dinner with my dearest!

spend my 3 precious days with my dearest!

& i simply love him being by my side

THANKYOU DEAR!

2009-06-15T14:20:00.002+08:00

DEAR, THANKYOU FOR THE PHONE & SURPRISES YOU GAVE TO ME!!

& I LOVE YOU :D

alright, got to go now! back for update maybe later? or when i have the time instead :)

GOODBYE GOODBYE~

KBOX WITH GIRLS :)

2009-06-12T17:04:00.002+08:00

singing session :D

k dinner!! yummy yummy

actually there's many more photos to be uploaded but as i've promised someone not to upload that few, so sorry everyone! :D

i want to ge suntanning!!

even i found it kind of weird when i said this out from my mouth!! hahaha!

my girls ain't free these few weeks as they're rather busy with their work. so perhaps gonna date dearest for tanning on monday as he got an offday for monday!

dont know is dearest really serving ns or not!

happy happy offday, happy happy halfday -.-"'

*yawn* kind of tired already, gonna take a nap now. will be back for updates once i have something to update!!

GOODBYE ~

i really dont know how come he can falls asleep with his front paw facing outwards -.-"'

such a weird position okay!

2009-06-10T10:10:00.005+08:00

had been quite a long time eversince i've post photos in my blog ya?

stupid reason was, X1 requires cable connected to laptop in order to transfer photos!

kind of wasting my time, patience and i'm still not used to it!! LOL!

well well, here's the photos of my boy! :D

he is the reason of my smile! :)

went shopping with dearest last weekend. had been quite sometime eversince the both of us went shopping together okay! hahhaa.

headed to bishan instead of bugis as i'm kind of tired recently? -.-"

as usual, the two of us were quite unusual that day! LOL!!

first, we went to kopitiam for some ice kachang as the weather was killing both of us.

the very next moment, dearest and i decided to have ajisan for our dinner!!

power right? imagine i'm fully bloated by that 1 big bowl of ice kachang with ice cream topping and in less than 10minutes, ajisan was up!

see la, ask me how to slim down? mission very impossible okay!! LOL

after meal, went walking around for some shopping.

dearest was the atm for that day!! hahhaa. after bishan, headed back to causeway for some finger food from the parsi malam.

bought comedy shows from there too! "liang po po"!! LOL. wanted to buy the whole 4 series but dearest don't allow as it is kind of wasting money because we watched them before umpteen times!

ended up, we came in agreement and got ourself 2 series! kind of waste money, seriously!

2 discs costed $12.00!! old show somemore -.-"

will be meeting dearest later for his haircut. finally kanna caught! hahha!!

kind of black hearted? not okay!! i prefer him with short haircut looking! :D

still remember i said my house welcome another puppy?

that's him!!

erm, we didn't give him any name yet simply because he's still a puppy. he wont respond even we call him by name. hahah!

all i can say was, he is very tam jiak!! oh my god!

till the extend that even he's asleep, the moment any of our family member steps into the kitchen, either open fridge or cabinet, he will walked real close to you(blocking our way to attract our attention)

begging food from us!! LOL!

alright, going off for my lunch now! stomach is making lots of noises now!!

goodbye everybody! have a great day ahead :D

2009-06-06T13:49:00.001+08:00

I'M FUCKING PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW!!

get off my sight and i dont want to see you, idiot loser!

_l_

ARG!!!! *&$)%)@#&!)@^!!!

the meaning of ''SORRY''

2009-06-03T10:36:00.002+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE!

came across someone's blog and found this piece of article very meaningful and touching which i will like to share with you guys.

so do spend alittle of your precious time and concentrate in reading this article :D

七个对不起, 换来女孩跳楼，男孩疯了。

男孩和女孩从小就认识，男孩经常约女孩一起去村外的池塘边捉小虾，每次男孩总是满载而归，女孩却是两手空空，女孩总是失落的含着眼泪，独自一个人回到家，然后闷闷不乐。

晚饭前，男孩敲响女孩家的门，女孩一见是男孩，扭头就走，男孩追上前，对女孩说：“对不起，我把你的虾都捉走了，给，我把它们养在小鱼缸里，送给你。”女孩眉头一放，慧心的笑了，就这样反复着他们纯纯的童年，转眼，他们各自成长着。

——纯纯的“对不起”。

男孩总是喜欢戏弄女孩，经常会把女孩逗到哭，然后又去哄女孩到她笑为止，直到长大后，也是如此。男孩经常偷偷的把女孩的自行车轮胎的气放到没有，然后躲在远处，看女孩着急的走投无路，等着女孩拨通他的手机，然后破口大骂他的小贼行为。

可男孩，依旧那么喜欢这样的女孩。他窃窃的从远处走来，灰溜溜的为女孩推着那辆没了气的自行车，任由女孩在一旁发牢骚，男孩却暗自窃喜，然后委屈的对女孩说：“对不起，我知道错了。”随即，女孩便会柔弱下来，告诉男孩下次不允许那样，男孩点头，于是，那时的他们每天都充满着笑容。

——“对不起”的快乐。

大学毕业后，男孩和女孩各自有了工作，男孩的工作总是很忙，有时一个月都休息不到一次，而女孩总是抱怨男孩冷落了她，终于，他们有了第一次的吵架。女孩委屈的哭起来，可男孩却很理直气壮的告诉女孩：“这是为了我的工作。”

这场冷战持续了很久。终于，女孩还是忍不住，主动和男孩和好了。后来很多次男孩和女孩都因为这样的小事而吵得不可开交，可每次，都是女孩先妥协。

那年，女孩生日，男孩答应女孩要给他过一个浪漫的生日，女孩欣喜不已，她在家精心打扮，等着男孩回来陪她渡过这个美妙的生日，这一等就是凌晨，女孩在睡梦中醒来，脸上挂着泪痕，男孩见到女孩，心疼的为女孩擦去脸庞的泪痕：“对不起，嫁给我好吗？”于是男孩拿出一枚戒指。

——“对不起”也是一种承诺。

婚后，男孩的事业大有成就，经常有许多应酬，而女孩已经成为一个专职太太了，每天在家为男孩准备热菜热饭，把家里收拾的干干净净，她经常会去菜场买回一些小河虾放在鱼缸里养着，男孩总问他为什么，女孩却总是慧心的一笑。

慢慢的，男孩每次回家，身上总是充满了不同的香水味道，而每次没等女孩问，男孩总是忙着解释说应酬太多。女孩黯然，那时起，女孩不太爱说话了，也不像以前那么开朗了，她总是喜欢成天的呆在家里，抱着枕头看韩剧，然后随着剧情哭泣，夜深时，就会疯狂的大哭。

以后的日子里，男孩回来时，身上的香水味只有一种味道了，女孩从来不问，可是男孩依旧说：“对不起，今天又去应酬了。”

——“对不起”，谎言的开始。

渐渐的，男孩开始不回家，或总是在外出差，男孩的事业越来越好，身边都是奉承的人，他每天都在别人的恭维下自豪的笑着，而女孩，几乎不出门了，她总会去超市买上很多方便面，和一些必要的日用品，然后把自己关在家里，这一呆就是很久。

从前，女孩会经常和男孩一起聊聊天，而现在，她孤身一人，身边没有一个可以说话的人，每次打电话问男孩什么时候回家，男孩总是仓促的回答到：“对不起，我太忙了。

”女孩，失落的扣上电话，那以后她再也没有问男孩什么时候会回家。

——“对不起”，只是个敷衍的方式。

女孩学着电视上的样子，开始打扮自己，她觉得男孩不回家，也许是看腻了她，她决定不再颓废，自己的幸福应该靠自己争取，而不是无谓的后退。

那天，女孩心血来潮，按照地址去了男孩工作的地方，那是女孩第一次去，也是唯一的一次。女孩涩涩的按下电梯，来到这个男孩经常说忙的地方，她细细的观察这个公司的每个角落，这里的一切，她都觉得很好看。

终于，绕过长长的办公走廊，她来到男孩的办公室，轻轻的推开门……

女孩愣住了，眼前看到的不是自己的丈夫，也不是那个经常弄坏她自行车的那个贼小子，更不是那个把虾放在小鱼缸里的男孩，而是一个正在和别的女人做爱的男人。

那个女人坐在桌子上，******的发出微弱的呻吟声，那个男人，仿佛山林里饿极了的野兽……许久，男孩才发现了女孩，男孩惊慌失措，忙把衣裤捡起来穿好。可女孩，转身离开了。男孩飞奔出去，追着女孩，那晚，大雨袭击了整个城市。

女孩不顾男孩的叫喊，径直往前跑，往回家的方向跑，男孩在女孩后面大喊：“对不起，我还是爱你的，对不起，我真的只爱你。”可女孩，始终没有听见。

——这样的“对不起”太伤人。

男孩一直都没有找到女孩，女孩失踪很久了。男孩的世界已经一片黑暗，无心工作，无心花天酒地，他想不到女孩可以去哪里，因为女孩没有朋友，她唯一的朋友就是男孩，男孩终日守着电话机，手机24小时不关机，怕错过了女孩的电话。

这一等就是半年多。快递为男孩送来一个盒子。男孩打开一看，里面是许多河虾的标本，有的在树叶边休息，有的在水草里躲着，各式各样的河虾标本，旁边放着一封信。

“ 我始终没有勇气再见到你，可能是我太懦弱，也或许是我根本不想见到你，我想这些应该过的没什么两样吧，

我很好，我学会了离开你怎么让自己存活，我懂得了怎样赚钱养活自己，而不用每天等着你回家，

为你烧一桌热腾腾的饭菜，直到凉了也不见你的人，我的手机已经不用了，因为我已经不会再为你24小时的不关机，让自己饱受辐射的折磨。

我懂得怎样去爱惜自己，珍惜自己的本来应该美好的生活。我想，我是可以忘记怎么去爱你的，因为你把我的爱弄得遍地麟伤。离婚协议书，就压在鱼缸的底下，你签完字，按照地址给我寄过来就行了。

对不起，我想我是真的累了。”

男孩按照地址找去，他满心希望能够见到女孩，然后让女孩原谅，并且告诉女孩自己不能没有她，可是打开门的却是女孩的父亲，而女孩就站在她父亲的身后——是女孩的遗像。

女孩的父亲告诉男孩，女孩在写完这封信后，跳楼自杀了，血肉一片模糊。

——原来“对不起”也可以是种结束。

那一年，男孩疯了。

每个人在自己的生命里头，一定会遇到一个自己真正该珍惜的人。

请你好好的珍惜那一个人，不是每一句的对不起，都可以换来每一句的没关系……千万不要辜负了自己心爱的人，那对谁，都不好……把这个故事传下去，让你的朋友们知道，不要随意地说出对不起……

2009-05-28T16:20:00.002+08:00

medical report came out. not a good one though.

~~working at airport~~

dearest is rushing me to consult a doctor as soon as possible.

parents ask me not to work for the time being first.

please dont ask me what happen, i'm totally moodless right now!

_l_ _l_

2009-05-27T11:03:00.003+08:00

hello everybody! how's your day? :D

ya, i'm very boring right now! what can i do to kill my time??

had been out for some crazy shopping with steph recently. i mean real crazy okay! LOL!!

or should i said i'm the only one doing some crazy shopping? just 1 days, i spent a total of $100++ ? i think i'm really out of mind!!

and the funniest thing which steph reminded me was, i'm going to start my job on 1st june
[waiting for my medical report. if everything goes well, chopchop starts work].

uniforms are provided, which means all the clothes , short , slippers & heel i've bought recently, i wont get a chance to wear them out unless my offday!!

$%&*$W£%&*"!)+_&&R<>}?!

-.-'''

tomorrow have to go down SATS with mummy as they need my mum to a sign dont know what thing infront of them.

this coming friday will be going down to airport again! a must must must attend workshop asked by SATS. a so-called ''get to know session''. the workshop starts from morning 8plus to evening 5plus

-.-'''

9 freaking long hours! i will die for sure okay!!

will be back for update once i have the mood.

goodbye everyone! :)

[kisses] #141 [kisses]

2009-05-15T17:12:00.004+08:00

K BUFFET :D

*MUST TRY MUST TRY! SUPER WORTH IT!

but ~~quite~~ sinful after eating all that la :p

when 1 is busy choosing songs . . .

the other 1 is busy singing songs . . .

i have nothing to do but to snap here & there, including me! :D

yummy time :D

free flow of real yummy!!

fresh salmon & baby octopus!!

big big prawns!!

abalones!!

fried finger food!!

sushi sushi!!

see our table !! LOL!

joke alright. the three of us were busying taking our food and while on our way back to our room, we suddenly realised that, WE HAVE NO HAND TO OPEN OUR DOOR!! LOL!!

luckily one of the worker saw us, help us open. i bet he will be laughing at us too!

three hungry ghosts!!

too high already! LOL!!

THE WHOLE DAY WAS SUPER FUN YET KIND OF SINFUL ! :D

[kisses] #140 [kisses]

2009-05-15T15:05:00.003+08:00

dearest purposely took a day leave just to accompany me for my birthday!

* so sweet of him :D *

initially wanted to wake up at 7am as dearest said wanted to have a early breakfast before heading out for shopping. But i was too tired!

so when the alarm rang, i asked dearest to adjust the alarm to 10am instead.

LOL!

so when i'm awake at 10am, dearest was nagging at me like

-.-"'

ya, dearest was so proud that he can actually wake up earlier than me which this is very abnormal okay! once in a blue moon, heard before?

and that's him! :P

woke up, quickly prepare ourselves and off to shopping!! :D

before heading off, i requested to take photo together!

*that's your fortunate okay, dearest. LOL!*

saw his super ~~"ku ku"~~ "entertaining" face? -.-"'

that day was for my birthday, what to do?

i do all the saying, while he can only follow :D

funny enough, we didn't know where to go yet dearest flag for the cab. LOL!

end up we decided to go vivo! what a rush decision lor~

stuck at the heavy traffic for quite sometime and my head was like super giddy!

move abit, stop abit.
move abit, stop abit.

really bua ta han !

the first thing we alighted the cab was - search for yummy!! :D

dearest recommend sushi tei but the queue was like . . . . . . -.-"

alright, next he recommend big boss but the price was like . . . . . . -.-" -.-"

hello dearest, i know you wanted to let me have a good birthday, but you should know my heart will ache for you right?

doesn't mean expensive food = i'm more happier okay?

like i always say. with you by my side, i'm already very happy and contented(:

* oh my, i can be so sweet you see :D *

so after deciding . . . sakae sushi, here we come!!

where's my yummy yummy?

finally it is here!

dont say dont have. baby, let you take a picture of me la! :)

hello hello! take enough already? can eat first instead? i smile until face cramp liao okay!

LOL!!!

my yummy(:

dearest yummy(:

LOL! i think mine look more eat-able yeah? haha~

dont know why i find this piece of salmon look so much like a undergament!

LOL!!!

snap snap snap of me! :D

hello! finish eating le right? time for . . .

snap snap snap of you! :D

wahahaha! dearest, you have nowhere to hind :p

you run far far away also no use de! LOL!!

after that heavy meal, went shopping round and round vivo city :D

i just simply love walking aimlessly with my dearest because i know that with him by my side, i wouldn't get lost! :)

thank you dearest for everything & not forgetting,

you're been deeply love by me every single moment!

muack muack~

[kisses] #139 [kisses]

2009-05-11T00:00:00.005+08:00

happy mother's day : year'2009

lovely 19 birthday(:

nothing but THANKS!
i really had a wonderful and lovely 19birthday :D

[kisses] #138 [kisses]

2009-05-09T10:46:00.004+08:00

tomorrow is mother's day! :D

i suddenly realised that time pass real fast, do you all agree?

recalling back that last year mother's day falls on the same day as my 18th birthday,

11may2008!

such a memorable birthday i had last year as i got to celebrate my 18th birthday with all my relatives, including my wonderful mummy who gave birth to me that 18years ago.

back then, i still manage to "pop out" 2 days earlier before mother's day to celebrate mother's day with her, at home doing confinement. LOL!

anyway, thankyou mummy for your sacrifices :D

and as for this year, though mother's day was on the sunday(10may2009), one day before my birthday, i'm very sure that i will still be able to celebrate my birthday real happily !!

every mother's day, my mummy will tell me that since i'm given birth during mother's day, next time got higher chances that my baby will pop out the same month as me.

she even plan my everything for me! married on my birthday, give birth on my birthday,
next time can celebrate my anniversary+birthday+child's birthday+mother's day[sure will hit once in every few year]

ain't my mom too cute?? LOL!

*if everything can calculate so nicely, my mom sure can be a fortune teller already right?* :P

will be going over to my grandparent's house later on to celebrate with my grandma earlier, as tomorrow will be a day for my mom(mother's day) and as well for me(advance birthday) :D

busy weekend for me? i think so too!! ((:

what about yours?

~ s m i l e ~

[kisses] #137 [kisses]

2009-05-08T11:15:00.003+08:00

SO AFTER MONTHS OF EMPTY TALKING ,

FINALLY ACTION WAS TAKEN YESTERDAY !!

WE LOVE ~~FARM MART~~ SEAFOOD!!

MY "FARM MART" BUDDIES

just like these meh? sure or not?? 5 people leh!!

dont say not enough. like these should be enough already. LOL :D

never say "NO" to yummy food!! IT'S A SERIOUS CRIME

LOL :P

HOME SWEET HOME :D

OH MY GOD!

ever since i had stop working, i have been eating non stop!!

in the past: [FULLTIME : working]

currently: [FULLTIME : eating]

-.-"

[kisses] #136 [kisses]

2009-05-06T11:20:00.006+08:00

i miss my dearest !!

I'M SO SO SO BORING RIGHT NOW!!

any idea what should i do to keep myself busy??

* puzzle ?

* cross stitches ?

* pc games ?

* shopping ?

* watch drama ?

* blogging ?

* driving ?

* sleeping ?

humans are always so complicated! AGREE??

when we're busy working, we complain & kpkb non-stop!

when we're finally not working, we also complain & kpkb non-stop!!

-.-"

well, went tampines1 with steph for some shopping. LOL!

we're crazy? we're mad? of course not!! we're simply just too free :D

the travelling journey took us 45mins? somewhere around there i think. travelled until our butt almost numb okay.

went walking around and got

myself : 1 tshirt & 1 short pant

dearest : 1 polo shirt

FAINT! though i bought these 3 items only but by the end of the day, i found myself spending more than $100plus. LOL!!

money comes in difficultly, goes out easily. agress? -.-"

*bored* run out of things to blog already!! shall end here and perhaps going shopping AGAIN with ~~stephenie~~ another 流浪汉 , later !!

LOL :D

P.S - will upload all the photos taken on my chalet once i recieved all from others. meanwhile, keep dropping by alright?

GOODBYE!!

[kisses] #135 [kisses]

2009-05-01T13:05:00.003+08:00

DATE ME OUT! DATE ME OUT! DATE ME OUT!

cannot believe it, i've quit my stupid job and from now on, i'm FREEDOM! :D

love the freedom! but hate being jobless!! LOL

school will starts on probably late july? so 2 months away from now.

WHAT SHOULD I DO THEN???

get a relax part time job?

slack, slack and slackingsss?

vexed!! but still, i'm really happy that i left that job! :)

2more days to my chalet!! * hyper happy! *

food, ~~food & food~~

BBQ,

mahjong and poker,

gossips and singing,

friends,

relatives,

smile and laughter,

L O V E S ! ! !

[kisses] #134 [kisses]

2009-04-26T10:48:00.003+08:00

ATTENTION:

i will not be able to online update my blog for the time being simply because of
WORK WORK & ENDLESS OF WORK ! ! !

fucking tiring -.-"'

many have been asking me questions like . . .

" rebec! just quit your job la. travel so far just to earn that amount only, worth it meh? "

" rebec! everyday see you work work work, not tired meh? "

" you need so much money for what arh? "

" anyhow go outside find other job, also better than your current one lor! "

" your job should be easy what, at shop watch tv all the time only than can get pay liao. "

many many more . . . !!

seriously, i dont enjoy spending my time at working at all! how i wish i can be like some others,

slacking at home like nobody business.

happy happy meet friends go out shopping, singing, drink high tea.

how i wish my life was like one BUT no choice, it turns out to be the opposite.

though my average pay was about $1+++ per month, but you think enough meh??
(ya, who will find his/hers money enough right?? if really got one, i dont mind you transfer to me lor. lol)

alright, will be back for update once i got my full-off day.
goodbye !!

p.s : so looking forward for my coming chalet! wee~ another big gathering with friends again!!
p.s : thankyou dearest for the chalet and everything! iloveyou . kisses(:

overdue photos: "random"

abel's birthday: steamboat + kbox

I LOVE YOU !

[kisses] #133 [kisses]

2009-04-05T11:27:00.004+08:00

paiseh! paiseh! :P

i know i've been neglecting my blog for sometime, but i promise to be back for update soon!

okay? okay?

* abel's belated birthday photos + kbox gathering will be update soon *

time check- 11:30AM. shall stop here before my silly dearest 火山爆发! LOL

hopefully will have many "loots" ~~from dearest~~ during our shopping :D

GOODBYE PEEPS !!

2009-03-27T13:39:00.003+08:00

i'm back from genting!
i'm back from genting!
i'm back from genting SAFELY!!

for people who didn't know about this, i actually went to a temple with steph to 求签, the day before we head to genting.

super "heng" enough, i got myself a 下下签[down down] when i prayed for the safety in this trip.

下下签 = the worst 签of all = only 1 下下签, among all 100 签

was feeling unsafe about the trip after i got myself that. burned that thing and pray real hard for nothing bad will happen during this trip.

my praying was heard! indeed, i'm back safely now! thanks god :D

alright, shall upload the photos taken at genting right now. ENJOY!

GENTING TRIP WITH CLIQUES

24th march 2009 - 26th march 2009

our 夸张 luggages!

anxious peeps :P

buffet breakfast!
[afterall, there're still many leftover despite how hard we tried to stuff all into our stomach!]

HAHAHAHA~

forgotten it was who's stupid idea to take photos infront of this
-.-"'

group photo : first attempt. failed! LOL

group photo : second attempt. successed! :D

outdoor theme park!!

pirate ship was our favourite! agree?!!
we love this to the extend that, we took 3 rides continuously! LOL :D

SAW THE MIST?? LOVE & MISSED RIGHT NOW!

GROUP PHOTOS!

singing session :D

nice place .

big room .

busy people .

this girl just cannot stand still! LOL

FINALLY!

yummy food .

huge serving of titbits !? LOL

actually this was aarone's stupid stunt. he managed to take the whole container of titbit back to our room without being discovered!

COOL! & SELF SERVICE!!

girls remained to sing, while the guys sneaked off to

here are photos which they have taken in there
[ dots. the 3guys just love to take photos, like girls can! :p ]

what the f.uck ? -.-"'

4D number??

world's tallest guy! not convincing enough??

tada~

LOL! they chose to disgrace themselves -.-"

got feedback from the guys that, indeed inside was really scary.

people with scary masks hiding everywhere, standby to scare every visitors!!

[luckily we girls clever, not so stupid enough to go with them! :D ]

ya, it is dancing to the music!

when returning to singapore, we got ourself 18seaters bus!

wee wee~

.that's all.

and goodbye genting!!

[kisses] #132 [kisses]

2009-03-22T14:49:00.008+08:00

*WARNING!*

the following post would be dangerously flooded with lots of photos [up.to 200pieces] but with maybe just few paragraph of words

[due to a common reason-lazy].

so be aware that if you're not feeling well, please do not continue and force yourself to carry on reading as you may ended up vomiting after completing reading till the end.

simple reasons behind this was :
- your uncontrollable fingers will disobey your words and keep clicking your mouse to scroll down the page till it ends.
[solution] take a chopper and gently chop off your uncontrollable right hand.

- the photos posted were too perfectly taken & over attractive that your eyes would not want to blink at all.
[solution] dig out your eyes and replace it with others instead.

THE ABOVE ADVICES AND SOLUTIONS ARE PLAINLY JUST CRAPS AND NONSENSES.

LASTLY, HOPE YOU LOVE ALL THE PHOTOS POSTED AND ENJOY!

BINTAN TRIP WITH MY DEAREST

WAVE GOODBYE TO BUSY SINGAPORE,

OPEN OUR ARMS TO BEAUTIFUL BINTAN!

ONLY ONE WORD TO DESCRIPT OUR SUITE ROOM,

"WOW!"
eventually we paid for a deluxe room but out from nowhere, it turns out to be a suite room for us!!

so LUCKY of us!

why lucky?
here goes the story . . .

dearest and I arrived bintan in the morning, 09:30 a.m

and our room check-in time was 15:00 p.m .
so having no room to settle our things down, the both of us decided to go to the beach to slack some of our time after leaving our luggage at the baggage area.

as usual, i'm busying capturing the beautiful scenery with my half-open eyes, while dearest was busying digging sands & walking here and there, looking for hermit crabs! ya, crabs!! he's sort of out of his mind alright.
LOL

but frankily, he did catch alot of hermit crabs!

and under the strong sun + heaty weather, we managed to slack for that two hours before we decided to shift to shaded area.

believe or not, dearest and i went and play table tennis for the whole freaking 1HOUR! really play nonstop for the full 1hour!

[including the time we used to pick up the ball dropped(countless times), the time we used to avoid a stupid & idiotic bee, the time we used to laugh each another+crack silly jokes. perhaps the time we used for real playing, was about 20mins - 30mins ]
LOL!! cool ^^

after sweating like hell, dearest and i decided to head back to lobby and check if we're able to check in earlier. try our luck! below was our conversations:

[me] "dear, you go and check with the reception lady see whether we can check in our room earlier or not can? the stupid weather very hot leh!! "
[dearest] "we try and ask her, see can or not. maybe she said have room, very hard to say lor. "

carrying our hope and we walked towards the reception . . .

[dearest] "excuse me, can i check with you what's the earliest time we can check-in our room?"
[reception lady] "the check-in time is 15:00 p.m" -.-"'

meanwhile . . .
[me] "dear, you tell her that i'm pregnent, not feeling well and need to rest. see can earlier get our room or not. "
[dearest] "good idea, i try."

[dearest] " excuse me, my wife is pregnent. she's sort of feeling unwell, that's why check if we can get our room earlier or not. "

right after dearest said that to the reception lady . . .

[reception lady] " can i have you name, sir? i check for your room again. please get seated with your wife over there first, while i check it. "

when we were seated at the lobby to wait for the reply, i was joking with dearest that, maybe that lady told us to get seated at there till 15:00 p.m than check-in !!

LOL

right after saying that sentence, that reception lady walked towards us!

SPECIAL SERVICE!

[reception lady to dearest] "sorry to keep both of you waiting. this is the room for you and your wife, we upgraded your room type for free, specially for you and your wife.

hope both of you enjoy your stay. do proceed to your room while your luggage will be up shortly. "

OUR IDEA WORKS!

actually we didn't really heard what room type, what free etc she was saying, we just knew that we have our room! haha~

before we open our door, we was quite curious that why our room door was different from the others. others was normal brown colour door with just room number stated on it. while ours was black colour door with special name and door number.

later did we discovered that, only suite rooms have such special design.

SEA VIEW FROM OUR BALCONY!

FULLY FURNITURED LIVING ROOM!

and ya, that's my dearest busying watching his channel U programme :D

32INCH TELEVISION. TURN 360DEGREE ROUND AND WE CAN WATCH IT IN OUR BEDROOM TOO !

. . .

. . .

BEHIND THE ANOTHER SLIDING DOOR

. . .

. . .

OUR BEDROOM!

. . .

. . .

GUESS WHAT'S BEHIND THIS DOOR AGAIN?

. . .

. . .

. . .

SUPER BIG BATHROOM

AIN'T THIS ROOM FULL OF "WOW!" ??

seriously, dearest and i love this room to the extend that we came up with the deal. everytime if we were to choose bintan for our holiday destination, we must request for that very same room!

THE SECOND FLOOR

room 2112 :D

HERE ARE MY ARTISTIC SHOTS. ENJOYS

you snap me . i snap you :D

see! that's why i said dearest was so busy :P

HERMIT CRABS!

PARSA OLAH OLAH

RELAXING SPA!

DEAREST CHALLENGED ME TO CAPTURE THE SCENES AND MAKE IT LOOKS AS IF DISASTER COMING! I'M ON :)

SCARY? AFRAID? I THINK IT LOOKS SCARY TOO!

BEFORE DINING, ZI LIAN ABIT :D

DINING AT: THE KELONG RESTUARANT

DEAREST & MY ALL TIME FAVOURITE!

SEE THE THICK FILLING! YUMMY YUMMY^^

dearest still can tell me the food there were worth for the price. heartpain for him! -.-"'

DINING AT DINO RESTUARANT

HERE ARE PHOTOS WHICH I FOUND THEM PERFECTLY TAKEN :)
dearest said i have the talent to become a photographer! LOL

spot this little thing doing its UV tanning! LOL

VODKA!

BEFORE WE LEFT BINTAN!

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so romantic ain't it?

i managed to view this beautiful sunset with dearest. very contented(:

ferry back to singapore

bought nothing except for this bag of clothes :D

dearest actually hooked my wristlet together along with my bag because of one reason . . .

because i nearly lost my wristlet!!

i placed it in our big bag and left it at the baggage area and head for our last dinner at dino. imagine the whole dining i didn't notice my wristlet is not with me at all.

after 1hour plus of dining and we're leaving, i suddenly shout to dearest and asked whether my wristlet is with him or not! my mind was almost blank can. dearest headed to the baggage area and search for it, luckily found it! if not i'm going to faint. that's why dearest do this to me after that stupid incident-.-"'

seriously, i really realised that i'm affected by dearest. i'm sort of "sway hand", just like him!

LOL

THANKS DEAREST FOR THIS WONDERFUL TRIP, I ENJOY MYSELF VERY MUCH!

KISSES!