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back to topic! dearest and i cabbed over to pet shop and after fetching jayden, off to science centre!! yeah!! had been such a long long time eversince i went to science centre okay!

happy, anxious, excited! :)

joke okay. such a big science centre, dont even have any atm machine. the nearest atm machine is located at jurong town hall there!!

-.-"

no choice and have to drag our feet under the extremely hot weather, to cross over to the opposite side to withdraw cash.

after withdrawing, headed back to macdonalds and have our lunch.

weekends = many many people. agree??

bought admission ticket[science centre] + omni theatre[sea monsters] :D

initially, we wanted to watch the talk about davinci the genius but with jayden along, we decided to drop that idea and changed it to sea monsters instead.

went walking around inside science centre to kill time? lol. because most of the area were crowded with humans!

finally 6pm and quickily headed to omni theatre for our shows :)

enjoyed the show very much especially jayden because the show was about dinosaurs!!

after the show, headed back to dearest home.

quick wash up and headed over to toa payoh with dearest's family for dinner! :)

reached home, headed back to dearest's room and K.O!! LOL!

woke up by dearest at 2am plus to get my bath -.-"

have a little chat with his mum about my stomach while waiting for dearest to finish his bathing. everyone is so worried about me but yet i did nothing. guilty :(

woke dearest up at 9am as i feel like eating big breakfast. nua here and there, ended up no more big breakfast but mac spicy! LOL.

went back for a short nap as i'm real tired recently. woke up again at about 3pm, prepared and off to dearest's granny house for bbq session!

happy birthday to dearest's mummy :D

ate real lot during the bbq as dearest keep putting food on my plate!

i'm getting fatter and fatter recently!!! :P

cabbed back my place with dearest after everything to accompany my family as to celebrate father's day.

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY to my dad :D

and dearest and i cursed that cab driver who drove us back woodlands. dearest did told him to go from KJE than BKE. he nodded but yet he go straight to BKE from jurong!

WHAT THE _l_ SUPER BIG ROUND OKAY!

when dearest asked him where he heading to, that driver still can said we told him go straight from BKE. worst still, he said he was still thinking, why we chose to go straight from BKE instead from KJE than BKE! his attitude was sucks to hell okay!

hot hot hot!!!

no point arguing because there's no turning back in expressway. reached my place and requested for receipt. immediately, the driver said he charge us $15? instead of $17plus! LOL!

i told dearest that this idea of mine works most of the time if the driver intend to cheat us by going one big round because with the receipt, the driver might worried that we will complaint to their company!! :D

LOL! i realised that it had been quite sometime since i'hv posted such a long entry with only words. hahhaa! alright, shall stop now and get back to watch my shows!!

GOODBYE EVERYONE!

*photos will be update once i'm free*

stingray, gong gong, chicken wings, otahs . . . . HERE I COME!!

SO LOOKING FORWARD FOR TOMORROW'S SMALL GATHERING!

and lastly i will like to say!
deardear, i love you alot alot (:

precious weekend :D [ 14:34 ]

here for some update since i'm kind of free now! :D

our very first photo taken using my new phone(:

my 2 naughty dog! :D

dinner with my dearest!

spend my 3 precious days with my dearest!

& i simply love him being by my side

THANKYOU DEAR! [ 14:20 ]

DEAR, THANKYOU FOR THE PHONE & SURPRISES YOU GAVE TO ME!!

& I LOVE YOU :D

alright, got to go now! back for update maybe later? or when i have the time instead :)

GOODBYE GOODBYE~

KBOX WITH GIRLS :) [ 17:04 ]

singing session :D

k dinner!! yummy yummy

actually there's many more photos to be uploaded but as i've promised someone not to upload that few, so sorry everyone! :D

i want to ge suntanning!!

even i found it kind of weird when i said this out from my mouth!! hahaha!

my girls ain't free these few weeks as they're rather busy with their work. so perhaps gonna date dearest for tanning on monday as he got an offday for monday!

dont know is dearest really serving ns or not!

happy happy offday, happy happy halfday -.-"'

*yawn* kind of tired already, gonna take a nap now. will be back for updates once i have something to update!!

GOODBYE ~

i really dont know how come he can falls asleep with his front paw facing outwards -.-"'

such a weird position okay!

[ 10:10 ]

had been quite a long time eversince i've post photos in my blog ya?

stupid reason was, X1 requires cable connected to laptop in order to transfer photos!

kind of wasting my time, patience and i'm still not used to it!! LOL!

well well, here's the photos of my boy! :D

he is the reason of my smile! :)

went shopping with dearest last weekend. had been quite sometime eversince the both of us went shopping together okay! hahhaa.

headed to bishan instead of bugis as i'm kind of tired recently? -.-"

as usual, the two of us were quite unusual that day! LOL!!

first, we went to kopitiam for some ice kachang as the weather was killing both of us.

the very next moment, dearest and i decided to have ajisan for our dinner!!

power right? imagine i'm fully bloated by that 1 big bowl of ice kachang with ice cream topping and in less than 10minutes, ajisan was up!

see la, ask me how to slim down? mission very impossible okay!! LOL

after meal, went walking around for some shopping.

dearest was the atm for that day!! hahhaa. after bishan, headed back to causeway for some finger food from the parsi malam.

bought comedy shows from there too! "liang po po"!! LOL. wanted to buy the whole 4 series but dearest don't allow as it is kind of wasting money because we watched them before umpteen times!

ended up, we came in agreement and got ourself 2 series! kind of waste money, seriously!

2 discs costed $12.00!! old show somemore -.-"

will be meeting dearest later for his haircut. finally kanna caught! hahha!!

kind of black hearted? not okay!! i prefer him with short haircut looking! :D

still remember i said my house welcome another puppy?

that's him!!

erm, we didn't give him any name yet simply because he's still a puppy. he wont respond even we call him by name. hahah!

all i can say was, he is very tam jiak!! oh my god!

till the extend that even he's asleep, the moment any of our family member steps into the kitchen, either open fridge or cabinet, he will walked real close to you(blocking our way to attract our attention)

begging food from us!! LOL!

alright, going off for my lunch now! stomach is making lots of noises now!!

goodbye everybody! have a great day ahead :D

[ 13:49 ]

I'M FUCKING PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW!!

get off my sight and i dont want to see you, idiot loser!

_l_

ARG!!!! *&$)%)@#&!)@^!!!

the meaning of ''SORRY'' [ 10:36 ]

HELLO EVERYONE!

came across someone's blog and found this piece of article very meaningful and touching which i will like to share with you guys.

so do spend alittle of your precious time and concentrate in reading this article :D

七个对不起, 换来女孩跳楼，男孩疯了。

男孩和女孩从小就认识，男孩经常约女孩一起去村外的池塘边捉小虾，每次男孩总是满载而归，女孩却是两手空空，女孩总是失落的含着眼泪，独自一个人回到家，然后闷闷不乐。

晚饭前，男孩敲响女孩家的门，女孩一见是男孩，扭头就走，男孩追上前，对女孩说：“对不起，我把你的虾都捉走了，给，我把它们养在小鱼缸里，送给你。”女孩眉头一放，慧心的笑了，就这样反复着他们纯纯的童年，转眼，他们各自成长着。

——纯纯的“对不起”。

男孩总是喜欢戏弄女孩，经常会把女孩逗到哭，然后又去哄女孩到她笑为止，直到长大后，也是如此。男孩经常偷偷的把女孩的自行车轮胎的气放到没有，然后躲在远处，看女孩着急的走投无路，等着女孩拨通他的手机，然后破口大骂他的小贼行为。

可男孩，依旧那么喜欢这样的女孩。他窃窃的从远处走来，灰溜溜的为女孩推着那辆没了气的自行车，任由女孩在一旁发牢骚，男孩却暗自窃喜，然后委屈的对女孩说：“对不起，我知道错了。”随即，女孩便会柔弱下来，告诉男孩下次不允许那样，男孩点头，于是，那时的他们每天都充满着笑容。

——“对不起”的快乐。

大学毕业后，男孩和女孩各自有了工作，男孩的工作总是很忙，有时一个月都休息不到一次，而女孩总是抱怨男孩冷落了她，终于，他们有了第一次的吵架。女孩委屈的哭起来，可男孩却很理直气壮的告诉女孩：“这是为了我的工作。”

这场冷战持续了很久。终于，女孩还是忍不住，主动和男孩和好了。后来很多次男孩和女孩都因为这样的小事而吵得不可开交，可每次，都是女孩先妥协。

那年，女孩生日，男孩答应女孩要给他过一个浪漫的生日，女孩欣喜不已，她在家精心打扮，等着男孩回来陪她渡过这个美妙的生日，这一等就是凌晨，女孩在睡梦中醒来，脸上挂着泪痕，男孩见到女孩，心疼的为女孩擦去脸庞的泪痕：“对不起，嫁给我好吗？”于是男孩拿出一枚戒指。

——“对不起”也是一种承诺。

婚后，男孩的事业大有成就，经常有许多应酬，而女孩已经成为一个专职太太了，每天在家为男孩准备热菜热饭，把家里收拾的干干净净，她经常会去菜场买回一些小河虾放在鱼缸里养着，男孩总问他为什么，女孩却总是慧心的一笑。

慢慢的，男孩每次回家，身上总是充满了不同的香水味道，而每次没等女孩问，男孩总是忙着解释说应酬太多。女孩黯然，那时起，女孩不太爱说话了，也不像以前那么开朗了，她总是喜欢成天的呆在家里，抱着枕头看韩剧，然后随着剧情哭泣，夜深时，就会疯狂的大哭。

以后的日子里，男孩回来时，身上的香水味只有一种味道了，女孩从来不问，可是男孩依旧说：“对不起，今天又去应酬了。”

——“对不起”，谎言的开始。

渐渐的，男孩开始不回家，或总是在外出差，男孩的事业越来越好，身边都是奉承的人，他每天都在别人的恭维下自豪的笑着，而女孩，几乎不出门了，她总会去超市买上很多方便面，和一些必要的日用品，然后把自己关在家里，这一呆就是很久。

从前，女孩会经常和男孩一起聊聊天，而现在，她孤身一人，身边没有一个可以说话的人，每次打电话问男孩什么时候回家，男孩总是仓促的回答到：“对不起，我太忙了。

”女孩，失落的扣上电话，那以后她再也没有问男孩什么时候会回家。

——“对不起”，只是个敷衍的方式。

女孩学着电视上的样子，开始打扮自己，她觉得男孩不回家，也许是看腻了她，她决定不再颓废，自己的幸福应该靠自己争取，而不是无谓的后退。

那天，女孩心血来潮，按照地址去了男孩工作的地方，那是女孩第一次去，也是唯一的一次。女孩涩涩的按下电梯，来到这个男孩经常说忙的地方，她细细的观察这个公司的每个角落，这里的一切，她都觉得很好看。

终于，绕过长长的办公走廊，她来到男孩的办公室，轻轻的推开门……

女孩愣住了，眼前看到的不是自己的丈夫，也不是那个经常弄坏她自行车的那个贼小子，更不是那个把虾放在小鱼缸里的男孩，而是一个正在和别的女人做爱的男人。

那个女人坐在桌子上，******的发出微弱的呻吟声，那个男人，仿佛山林里饿极了的野兽……许久，男孩才发现了女孩，男孩惊慌失措，忙把衣裤捡起来穿好。可女孩，转身离开了。男孩飞奔出去，追着女孩，那晚，大雨袭击了整个城市。

女孩不顾男孩的叫喊，径直往前跑，往回家的方向跑，男孩在女孩后面大喊：“对不起，我还是爱你的，对不起，我真的只爱你。”可女孩，始终没有听见。

——这样的“对不起”太伤人。

男孩一直都没有找到女孩，女孩失踪很久了。男孩的世界已经一片黑暗，无心工作，无心花天酒地，他想不到女孩可以去哪里，因为女孩没有朋友，她唯一的朋友就是男孩，男孩终日守着电话机，手机24小时不关机，怕错过了女孩的电话。

这一等就是半年多。快递为男孩送来一个盒子。男孩打开一看，里面是许多河虾的标本，有的在树叶边休息，有的在水草里躲着，各式各样的河虾标本，旁边放着一封信。

“ 我始终没有勇气再见到你，可能是我太懦弱，也或许是我根本不想见到你，我想这些应该过的没什么两样吧，

我很好，我学会了离开你怎么让自己存活，我懂得了怎样赚钱养活自己，而不用每天等着你回家，

为你烧一桌热腾腾的饭菜，直到凉了也不见你的人，我的手机已经不用了，因为我已经不会再为你24小时的不关机，让自己饱受辐射的折磨。

我懂得怎样去爱惜自己，珍惜自己的本来应该美好的生活。我想，我是可以忘记怎么去爱你的，因为你把我的爱弄得遍地麟伤。离婚协议书，就压在鱼缸的底下，你签完字，按照地址给我寄过来就行了。

对不起，我想我是真的累了。”

男孩按照地址找去，他满心希望能够见到女孩，然后让女孩原谅，并且告诉女孩自己不能没有她，可是打开门的却是女孩的父亲，而女孩就站在她父亲的身后——是女孩的遗像。

女孩的父亲告诉男孩，女孩在写完这封信后，跳楼自杀了，血肉一片模糊。

——原来“对不起”也可以是种结束。

那一年，男孩疯了。

每个人在自己的生命里头，一定会遇到一个自己真正该珍惜的人。

请你好好的珍惜那一个人，不是每一句的对不起，都可以换来每一句的没关系……千万不要辜负了自己心爱的人，那对谁，都不好……把这个故事传下去，让你的朋友们知道，不要随意地说出对不起……