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我回来了! 我回来了! 我回来了!

i'm finally back for blogging after days of neglecting my pathetic blog.. well, my viewing rates seems to be dropping lesser and lesser day by day, and so i have decided to get back to my active and eager attitude towards my blog, and start off my wonderful morning with blogging(:

21st may 2008, wednesday

morning received a call from boyfriend saying that he woke up late for his work. the best way to prevent being nagged by his boss, boyfriend chose to call his boss's handphone and act blur to him, sound as if he thought his schedule was in the afternoon shift, not morning shift.. since boyfriend knew that he was late, he purposely tell his boss that he was on M.C and would not be able to report for work too.. lol.. ya, that's my boyfriend style of surviving..

i was bombed my boyfriend's phone calls that very morning and was rushed to prepare myself before heading to BBDC together.. having no makeup, no picking of wearings, no slacking and dragging of time, i took almost 3 hours to get myself prepared.. reason because, my 'aunty' was giving me trouble! and before i stepped out of my house, my mother even tried to ask me to stay at home because of my pale face, but i didn't know that my pain would get so serious that day..

my pain is getting worst when i'm on the bus towards causeway.. people around me have noticed it too, i think.. after alighting at causeway, i almost faint because of the sunlight and that terrible pain.. i immediately gave boyfriend a call and tell him that i am really not feeling very well, and might faint anytime because of the pain.. eventually boyfriend wanted to ask me stay at the interchange and wait for him, but i'm really afraid that i might just faint anytime so i board 187 to plaza, as told my boyfriend..

i cried out while i am in the bus 187.. i really cannot bear with the pain anymore.. despite how hard i pressed my stomach, the pain is still torturing me badly.. my breakout into cold sweat all over my face and was crying like nobody business.. at that part of time, i really hope that i can just faint, at least i would feel the pain if i really fainted.. after alighted at plaza, i waited for boyfriend at the bus stop.. he took a cab over and after fetching me, we headed to KKH..

i was lying on boyfriend's lap trying and hoping to fall asleep, but failed.. the taxi drove real fast but the journey for me, seems to be slow.. once we reached KKH A&E, boyfriend put me on a wheelchair and quickily pushed me into the woman session.. my pain was even worst till than.. i totally cannot be bothered about my image anymore.. i cried and cried, acting as if a crazy woman who is in real pain.. there were quite a number of people there, but i really cannot bear with it anymore..

i was asked to conduct a urine test first before seeing the doctor.. i really feel like slapping that stupid nurse when she told me that.. how she expect me to be in a mood to urine when i am in such a pain?? boyfriend told her that i totally cannot stand up and i cannot bear with the pain anymore.. her face is really sickening i tell you.. when boyfriend told her i'm in such a pain because of my period, you know what?? she giggles and shook her head.. what the fuck!?? boyfriend wanted to ask what's so funny about it, but he controlled himself because he saw that i'm already suffering in pain and no more time to be waste..

cry and complaining about the pain while waiting for my turn.. fast enough, it's my turn after short waiting.. nurses and boyfriend helped wheel me in and doctor helped me check this and that.. the doctor asked the nurse to wheel in into another room and let me sleep on the bed after the checking.. boyfriend was with me at all part of time and when he overheard the doctor telling the nurse that i need an injection immediately to stable down my pain, he asked the doctor is there any other ways other than injection because i'm really afraid of needles..

injection was the only effective way so, i had left with no other choice.. boyfriend told me that only 2 injection, one on my hand and another on my leg, i cried even worst!! the worst thing was, boyfriend was asked to leave the room during my injection.. i was shivering and shivering when i saw the nurse approaching me..

nurse told me that instead of two injection, they changed it to one injection for my case because they chose the most effective medicine for me.. i don't dare to even look at the needle at all.. i used my hoodie to cover my face, use both hand to pinch myself so as to distract the pain.. about 1min later, i felt water dripping on my leg and i thought it was done.. i took down the hoodie and take a look.. f**K! the nurse was just about to inject for me and the water is actually the tapping of oxygen out from the needle.. i immediately cover my face with the hoodie and continue pinching myself real hard..

the nurse told me that the medicine was a strong one.. it would be slightly painful and would take a longer time for it to inject all the liquid into my body, as compared to the other usual injection.. my tears is rolling on and on when i heard that.. i bursted out into tears when it was injected onto my leg.. the nurse can tell that i was in serious pain and she was talking to me so as to distract my focus, but i cannot stop thinking about the pain at all..

after the injection, i was been put to rest/sleep in the room while boyfriend was outside waiting for me.. my left leg was been injection and i could not move much except my toes.. the nurse asked me to sleep while waiting for further results.. slept for about almost one hour and i told the nurse that i'm feeling real better and my pain was almost 100% gone.. i wanted to go home too..

so slowly, i moved myself down from the bed to the wheelchair, with the help from nurses.. waited awhile for the doctor to check on me again and i'm allowed to leave already.. waited for boyfriend to make the payment and off to the pamarcy to collect my medication.. boyfriend was relieved when he saw me chatting and laughing in my usual way.. he told me that when he first saw me in such pain, he wanted to cry out but he didn't.. instead, he pampered me with his hand as a form to encourage me to bear till the end..

boyfriend was very careless.. he banged onto walls several times when wheeling me to the pamarcy.. on my injected leg somemore.. and there was once even worst.. he didn't notice there's a signboard infront of me, and he just made a 180degree quick turn.. i shouted in pain and asked him whether is he playing "wheel of fortune", use my leg as the needle and the signboard as the wheel.. lol.. as an couragement for being brave during my injection, boyfriend decided to bring me to causeway seoul garden for dinner..

i have waited 3 years plus for boyfriend to bring me to dine at seoul graden(:

when we board the cab, the uncle was surprise that instead of home, we headed to causeway shopping centre, with my limping leg.. hahhaa.. he joke with us and at the same time, concern about my leg too.. good driver with good service.. although i looked funny and weird when walking, but i don't care.. headed to level 4 for our dinner time.. yummy yummy! okay, enough of talking, i shall let all my photo speaks now~

~my medicines and swallon leg~

i shall end my post here and get myself prepared for my basic theory class and work later on..

goodbye and take care((:

boyfriend love girlfriend