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the man in my life 柯伟汶' JAVIER

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[kisses] #092 [kisses] [ 15:11 ]

it's my bad for not blogging recently.. sorry can? i have alot to share, but no time to type out word by word.. it's all my fault anyway..

reason number 1- i have been working almost everyday since 2weeks back.. so as for my offdays, it belongs to either boyfriend or bbdc -.-"

reason number 2- exam is just ~~around the corner~~ tomorrow !! i'm yet just about to open my textbook and files to start my revision right from the very beginning.. hopefully last minute studies do help me alittle tomorrow!

please bear with me for another one week before i'm free from my exams alright? shall be back to update all at once, after my last paper ends.. so at the same time, do hop back often(:

my ~~pretty~~ handsome boyfriend (:

drinking session at lighthouse(:

[kisses] #091 [kisses] [ 11:45 ]

我回来了! 我回来了! 我回来了!

i'm finally back for blogging after days of neglecting my pathetic blog.. well, my viewing rates seems to be dropping lesser and lesser day by day, and so i have decided to get back to my active and eager attitude towards my blog, and start off my wonderful morning with blogging(:

21st may 2008, wednesday

morning received a call from boyfriend saying that he woke up late for his work. the best way to prevent being nagged by his boss, boyfriend chose to call his boss's handphone and act blur to him, sound as if he thought his schedule was in the afternoon shift, not morning shift.. since boyfriend knew that he was late, he purposely tell his boss that he was on M.C and would not be able to report for work too.. lol.. ya, that's my boyfriend style of surviving..

i was bombed my boyfriend's phone calls that very morning and was rushed to prepare myself before heading to BBDC together.. having no makeup, no picking of wearings, no slacking and dragging of time, i took almost 3 hours to get myself prepared.. reason because, my 'aunty' was giving me trouble! and before i stepped out of my house, my mother even tried to ask me to stay at home because of my pale face, but i didn't know that my pain would get so serious that day..

my pain is getting worst when i'm on the bus towards causeway.. people around me have noticed it too, i think.. after alighting at causeway, i almost faint because of the sunlight and that terrible pain.. i immediately gave boyfriend a call and tell him that i am really not feeling very well, and might faint anytime because of the pain.. eventually boyfriend wanted to ask me stay at the interchange and wait for him, but i'm really afraid that i might just faint anytime so i board 187 to plaza, as told my boyfriend..

i cried out while i am in the bus 187.. i really cannot bear with the pain anymore.. despite how hard i pressed my stomach, the pain is still torturing me badly.. my breakout into cold sweat all over my face and was crying like nobody business.. at that part of time, i really hope that i can just faint, at least i would feel the pain if i really fainted.. after alighted at plaza, i waited for boyfriend at the bus stop.. he took a cab over and after fetching me, we headed to KKH..

i was lying on boyfriend's lap trying and hoping to fall asleep, but failed.. the taxi drove real fast but the journey for me, seems to be slow.. once we reached KKH A&E, boyfriend put me on a wheelchair and quickily pushed me into the woman session.. my pain was even worst till than.. i totally cannot be bothered about my image anymore.. i cried and cried, acting as if a crazy woman who is in real pain.. there were quite a number of people there, but i really cannot bear with it anymore..

i was asked to conduct a urine test first before seeing the doctor.. i really feel like slapping that stupid nurse when she told me that.. how she expect me to be in a mood to urine when i am in such a pain?? boyfriend told her that i totally cannot stand up and i cannot bear with the pain anymore.. her face is really sickening i tell you.. when boyfriend told her i'm in such a pain because of my period, you know what?? she giggles and shook her head.. what the fuck!?? boyfriend wanted to ask what's so funny about it, but he controlled himself because he saw that i'm already suffering in pain and no more time to be waste..

cry and complaining about the pain while waiting for my turn.. fast enough, it's my turn after short waiting.. nurses and boyfriend helped wheel me in and doctor helped me check this and that.. the doctor asked the nurse to wheel in into another room and let me sleep on the bed after the checking.. boyfriend was with me at all part of time and when he overheard the doctor telling the nurse that i need an injection immediately to stable down my pain, he asked the doctor is there any other ways other than injection because i'm really afraid of needles..

injection was the only effective way so, i had left with no other choice.. boyfriend told me that only 2 injection, one on my hand and another on my leg, i cried even worst!! the worst thing was, boyfriend was asked to leave the room during my injection.. i was shivering and shivering when i saw the nurse approaching me..

nurse told me that instead of two injection, they changed it to one injection for my case because they chose the most effective medicine for me.. i don't dare to even look at the needle at all.. i used my hoodie to cover my face, use both hand to pinch myself so as to distract the pain.. about 1min later, i felt water dripping on my leg and i thought it was done.. i took down the hoodie and take a look.. f**K! the nurse was just about to inject for me and the water is actually the tapping of oxygen out from the needle.. i immediately cover my face with the hoodie and continue pinching myself real hard..

the nurse told me that the medicine was a strong one.. it would be slightly painful and would take a longer time for it to inject all the liquid into my body, as compared to the other usual injection.. my tears is rolling on and on when i heard that.. i bursted out into tears when it was injected onto my leg.. the nurse can tell that i was in serious pain and she was talking to me so as to distract my focus, but i cannot stop thinking about the pain at all..

after the injection, i was been put to rest/sleep in the room while boyfriend was outside waiting for me.. my left leg was been injection and i could not move much except my toes.. the nurse asked me to sleep while waiting for further results.. slept for about almost one hour and i told the nurse that i'm feeling real better and my pain was almost 100% gone.. i wanted to go home too..

so slowly, i moved myself down from the bed to the wheelchair, with the help from nurses.. waited awhile for the doctor to check on me again and i'm allowed to leave already.. waited for boyfriend to make the payment and off to the pamarcy to collect my medication.. boyfriend was relieved when he saw me chatting and laughing in my usual way.. he told me that when he first saw me in such pain, he wanted to cry out but he didn't.. instead, he pampered me with his hand as a form to encourage me to bear till the end..

boyfriend was very careless.. he banged onto walls several times when wheeling me to the pamarcy.. on my injected leg somemore.. and there was once even worst.. he didn't notice there's a signboard infront of me, and he just made a 180degree quick turn.. i shouted in pain and asked him whether is he playing "wheel of fortune", use my leg as the needle and the signboard as the wheel.. lol.. as an couragement for being brave during my injection, boyfriend decided to bring me to causeway seoul garden for dinner..

i have waited 3 years plus for boyfriend to bring me to dine at seoul graden(:

when we board the cab, the uncle was surprise that instead of home, we headed to causeway shopping centre, with my limping leg.. hahhaa.. he joke with us and at the same time, concern about my leg too.. good driver with good service.. although i looked funny and weird when walking, but i don't care.. headed to level 4 for our dinner time.. yummy yummy! okay, enough of talking, i shall let all my photo speaks now~

~my medicines and swallon leg~

i shall end my post here and get myself prepared for my basic theory class and work later on..

goodbye and take care((:

boyfriend love girlfriend

[kisses] #090 [kisses] [ 13:52 ]

anyone miss me? wahahah.. this is the recent me(:

finally finally finally!

i have finally completed all the projects which i'm incharge with and now, i can focus 100% on my revision as my exams' date is drawing near.. *yeah! don't need to go to school until my exam starts* but this mean that there's no more slacking time for me anymore.. i die die also must pass this time!

[hopefully my attendence are qualified, within 75%]

don't believe i'm really that hardworking? okay, now you imagine a sence whereby almost everynight about 12am, i sat infront of my laptop and was just about to start my researching and typing, aimlessly.. chiong-ing my report this and that everynight from 12am till 3 or 4am? and it lasted for about 2 to 3 weeks already.. hahhaa.. these is of course a big 'NO' for me in the past but now, this is very common for me.. and ya, don't hesitate anymore, i have changed alot as compared to my secondary days and now(:

like i said just now, i did my research and typing 'aimlessly' because i didn't even know where to start from.. hahhaa.. but at least i'm glad that my group members and a few classmates are real helpful.. they're not selfish in teaching me anything and in fact, they bother to type out word by word of examples and sent through email to me while some of them even printout their own completed copies of project, gave it to me as an example for my reference.. thank goodness! perhaps without them explaining things to me, my project would sure be in a mess even till now and right now i would not have spare time to blog already..

say to say, my eyebag and panda eyes are getting worst now and complex are terrible too..

***anyone have any good recommendation to get rid my stupid pandeyes and heavy eyebag? please tag me if there is.. i will really appreciate it alot(:

for those who saw the tag my boyfriend tagged me yesterday and didn't know what had actually happen, i shall share it with all of you now.. i tell you, it's a nightmare for me and i'm worried until cry..

wednesday, boyfriend working shift was actually from afternoon until shop closed.. before boyfriend went to work, he called me to inform me and than we hanged the phone.. i meet up with steph and do our usual stuff and at that part of point, i didn't think much about anything.. because in the afternoon, i got message boyfriend, but he didn't replied.. i only thought that he was too busy to reply and thats it..

and only till about 11pm plus, i received a call from boyfriend's mummy.. she asked me whether boyfriend's with me because boyfriend had a habit to stay overnight at my house without noticing his mummy.. so when i answer the phone, at first i thought it was boyfriend but when i answered it, it wasn't.. it was boyfriend's mummy asking about boyfriend.. i told her boyfriend didn't contact me the whole day too.. she told me she tried to contact boyfriend but there's no answer at all.. that's when i start to get worry like hell.. because by the time his mum called me, boyfriend should have reached home but he haven't..

i bombed boyfriend's phone too, but there's no one answering it.. at that point, i'm totally lost! that's when i start to link everything[no reply of msgs and calls] together and it makes my mind running up and down.. i kept telling myself that he might be sleeping in bus or train and shot over the stations, that's why he never heard his phone and hadn't reach home.. although i know i'm just lying myself because where the hell is there any bus service or train service going on at such a late hour right..

i didn't give up my hope and in fact, i called 100 to check for cck bus interchange number.. i was directed to many places before connecting to cck bus interchange.. i've checked for the timing for the last 190 bus service that reached cck.. they told me that the last 190bus had already reached the interchange 15minutes ago! my tears dripped down after i heard it.. i called woodland mrt station instead and checked for the last train service as my last and only hope.. the person told me there's no more train services going on already! ohmy, that's when my tears are like waterfall.. i really had no idea anymore.. i continue bombed boyfriend's handphone non stop..

after about 1hour plus of bombing, boyfriend answered the phone!! i was crying and crying when he aswered the phone.. i'm at lost of words and all i can do is, cry.. boyfriend was shocked when he heard he crying and he kept on asking what is happening.. his mummy was on my next line so i quickily inform her that boyfriend was safe and sound.. i asked boyfriend what is happening that cause him to not answer the phone.. he slowly explained to me that, the whole topshop and topman staffs were working overtime as a last minute decision by their boss because of the sales.. and as it was a last minute decision by their boss, he was unable to inform me through sms or call because when they're working, no phones are allow.. phone are been kept in their own locker..

i was happy when i knew that he was alright.. i still thought something happened to him.. thank goodness! glad that nothing happens to him.. hahahaa.. well, i know i sound so childish and kept crying for small thing, but i just cannot control myself at that time.. girl tends to think further right?

"zhi ji xia zhi ji"

alright, shall end my post here.. take care everyone and byebye(:

ohya, remember what i've said in my last post? hahah.. yesyes, i have successfully got myself a job.. so i have to say byebye to my "eat&sleep, eat&sleep" life ^^

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[kisses] #089 [kisses] [ 11:57 ]

what's there for me to complain or ask for? i had wonderful people around me(:

this year was the most wonderful and happiest birthday i ever had! a birthday i would never forget, hopefully.. hahhaa.. alright, i shall let all my photo do the talking..

birthday eve- went sakae with steph..*the smiling face is there for a reason. correct steph?*

-celebration at grandparents' house-

- surprise gifts from boyfriend -

- happy birthday to girlfriend. from your boyfriend! -

that's why i am saying, what's there for me to complain anymore about my sweet boyfriend.. boyfriend gave me a surprise that i have never expected that night!!

after celebrating at my granny's house, we headed back home, at about 9 pm.. as usual, i sms with boyfriend as he told me he will be working till shop closed.. sms, sms, sms.. when i went bathing, i hear jacky bark once, but i didn't think that far because i'm used to his "anyhow bark" already..

when i came out from the toilet and walked towards ketchen, i saw my mummy smiling at don't know what *she's trying to keep the secret from me* and i found jacky super active*not his usual self* i still don't get the hint at that time.. and when i walked in my room, i saw boyfriend!! ohmygod~ i was shocked..

sweet boyfriend pushed me out of my room and asked me to wait outside.. after few moments, he blindfolded me eyes and walk me into the room.. i saw a heartshape donut with a candle on it.. and that's when boyfriend start to sing "happy birthday song" to me(:

as the time was already late and most of the shop had close, boyfriend could only manage to get me a heartshape donut instead of a cake.. but still, i love it a lot! made a wish and we blowed the candle together.. boyfriend took the cake aside and a saw a big piglet box.. boyfriend told me, this is still the beginning of my surprise..

i opened the big box and i saw a pair of shoe*we are not that "mi xing", it's okay* and undernerth it, was a home wear slipper.. my favourite colour, red!! hahahhaa... and there's more below.. a matching dress to go along with the shoe.. and lastly, a lovely lollipop in blue and pink colour.. i was really touched by all these.. i can really tell the effort boyfriend put in for me..

the touching part was, boyfriend bear with all his leg injuries*start working from morning till 6pm* and walked around fareast shopping centre to look for all these girlgirl stuffs.. for a guy to shop alone seems alright.. but for a guy to shop in girls' shop and buy girls' stuffs is really difficult.. correct guys? that's why i'm touched my boyfriend..

although boyfriend is expecting my to tear from my joy, but i disappoint him.. hahaha.. i'm happy till the extend i almost dropped my tears, but i don't know why my tears just cannot dropped down.. perhaps i didn't cry for a long time le? maybe because of this, it's difficult for me to tear..

alright alright, shall rush myself for job interview now.. late already!! wish me goodluck okay? byesssss~

- wo ai ni -