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林雪萍' REBECCA 11 MAY is my special day

the man in my life 柯伟汶' JAVIER

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[kisses] #078 [kisses] [ 11:55 ]

boring boring boring~

hahaha! i think i getting more "zi lian" day by day.. perhaps this is my own method of de-stress.? through lens, everything turns out to be different.. my life through the lens, seems better than real life.. some people may think that i look happy everyday and live as if without any worries, just because of the smile on my face.. however, things might not always turns out to be as perfect as i thought or expected..

whenever i'm feeling down, i would look back at those photo taken.. it leads me a way out from my sadness and lost confident, realising that the cheerful and carefree girl is still inside me.. encourage me to continue my life with a smile, no matter how rocky the forward is..

hahhaa.. now that i have say out whatever rubbish inside me, i feels better! no worries, i'm totally alright now.. actually, i had no idea why i felt this way recently.. my mood seems to swing real fast nowadays.. i can smile happily this moment, emo the next moment, and tear for no reason the very next moment.. i don't even know what i'm crying for but i just feel like crying out alone in a quiet corner, where i don't need to control myself from crying because of anyone..

nobody is to be blame because no one bully me.. perhaps i'm really growing up day by day, where my thoughts and life starts to change and turn mature.. i cannot control my mind from flashing backwards, but i can try my best to control my tears right.. hahhaa..! i know it's time for me to stop all my nonsense and nagging right now before everyone starts to stop dropping by my blog.. [hopefully no one does that okay?] shall update again when i'm free.. take care everybody..