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[kisses] #047 [kisses]
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HAPPY 2008 EVERYBODY !! brand new year,, brand new me ..! hahaha.. just kidding okay.. rebecca will always be rebecca,, BABY will always be BABY..
2007 had come to the end now,, and i'm glad that this year had overall been a happy ending for me.. i love this 2007! omg,, hahaha.. i realised this whole year,, i'm grow up bits by bits everyday.. i had learn lots and lots of things within this year which change my life to good.. although the start of 2007 might not be pleasent for me,, but my lucky lady came to me after few months of suffering.. thanks!! hehehee..
looking back to my low days at the start of my 2007... ... i retained for one year, having unwanted disagreement with family, horrible relationship which almost come to the end, super lowno income, grandparent past away, blea blea blea.. really a very bad start for me to carry on.. i did regret sometime, but i cant blame anyone no matter how right..
many times i cursed heaven for being cruel to me.. it gave me a real bad start to move on,, there's totally no motivation for me to look forward.. my parents wasn't by my side to support me, deardear and i were having our most unstable part of time too.. we almost ended our fate but i'm glad deardear didn't let go of me but instead, he let me realised how much i'm really in love with him now.. with all these low days,, i really thought of ending my life once, but i seriously knew that die would only make those people around me suffer for lifetime.. i love them, and i dont want them to worry for me too..
alright, as i said lucky lady came to me soon after i decided to move on bravely.. hehehee.. my relationship soon stable and sweet sweet.. my family starts to understand me and gave me thier support.. study was managable too.. i'm happy and glad that things do change, luck do change..
okay of my grandma story and i shall stop here.. overall, i'm happy and very contented now.. hahaa.. i have wonderful friends around me, caring family by my side and of course, my perfect man with his perfect shoulder for me to support on always.. with all these, what's there for me complain anymore (:
goodbye wonderful 2007!