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December 31, 2007
[kisses] #047 [kisses]
[ 20:20 ]
HAPPY 2008 EVERYBODY !! brand new year,, brand new me ..! hahaha.. just kidding okay.. rebecca will always be rebecca,, BABY will always be BABY..
2007 had come to the end now,, and i'm glad that this year had overall been a happy ending for me.. i love this 2007! omg,, hahaha.. i realised this whole year,, i'm grow up bits by bits everyday.. i had learn lots and lots of things within this year which change my life to good.. although the start of 2007 might not be pleasent for me,, but my lucky lady came to me after few months of suffering.. thanks!! hehehee..
looking back to my low days at the start of my 2007... ... i retained for one year, having unwanted disagreement with family, horrible relationship which almost come to the end, super
many times i cursed heaven for being cruel to me.. it gave me a real bad start to move on,, there's totally no motivation for me to look forward.. my parents wasn't by my side to support me, deardear and i were having our most unstable part of time too.. we almost ended our fate but i'm glad deardear didn't let go of me but instead, he let me realised how much i'm really in love with him now.. with all these low days,, i really thought of ending my life once, but i seriously knew that die would only make those people around me suffer for lifetime.. i love them, and i dont want them to worry for me too..
alright, as i said lucky lady came to me soon after i decided to move on bravely.. hehehee.. my relationship soon stable and sweet sweet.. my family starts to understand me and gave me thier support.. study was managable too.. i'm happy and glad that things do change, luck do change..
okay of my grandma story and i shall stop here.. overall, i'm happy and very contented now.. hahaa.. i have wonderful friends around me, caring family by my side and of course, my perfect man with his perfect shoulder for me to support on always.. with all these, what's there for me complain anymore (:
goodbye wonderful 2007!
December 29, 2007
[kisses] #046 [kisses]
[ 19:59 ]
hello guys.. suppose to go tanning today, but due to the unsure weather, we decided to go shopping to play safe (:
went vivo for some shopping.. baby's and small children's shirts very cute!! hahaaha..well well,, many people went vivo okay.. more people than items.. hahahaa.. ohya,, think me and steph blind lorr.. got $10 beside us yet we didn't notice it,, end up a girl run beside me and quickly picked and run in front to her friends.. FAINT!! that girl's reaction super funny lor... as if $10 like $1000 like that.. still need use "run" okay.. hahahahaa.!! of cause me and steph nag and nag for not opening our eyes la,, but maybe just because we really had no fate to that $10 note ba.. shall shop with my big eyes wide open the next time.. hehehe..
went bugis after that.. again,, we shop shop shop!! alright,, dont ask me why shop bugis so many times i wont felt tired about there..is just like when i asked you,, why you everyday eat,, not sick of it meh?? you also cant answer right.. same logic.. anyway,, i somehow know bugis quite well.. i can direct people and myself to the right shop that we're looking for.. i even tell steph i can be part time "dao you" at bugis village le.. hahahhaa... as long as you can named the shop,, i can direct the way for you.. wahahaha!!
took 963 back to plaza after that.. eat eat eat,, slack slack slack.. hahahha... tired after those shopping and walking lor... morning too early wake up cause me to yawn now.. hahahaha... finally bought one black heels.. love it.. though bit heart pain,, but tempted cause me to create this sin.. hahahaa..
silence's everything.. deardear iloveyou..
December 26, 2007
[kisses] #045 [kisses]
[ 11:50 ]
I'M BACK !! how's everyone's christmas this year.? happy and fun.? hahahaa...
mine wasn't that fun and enjoyable.. went shopping and dinner the steph,, keep laughing about others*evil mouth*,, gossipping about others*evil mouth again*.. till von contacted us and asked how about pool session at irc.. alright,, seems the two us were quite aimless due to everywhere also many many people,, we agreed to meet von and her bf at timah lor..
okay,, nothing much about pool session.. i played once only.. of cause i lose la.. hahhaaa.. black ball accidently roll in.. nevermind,, i'm used to it actually.. hahahha.. ohwell,, my countdown took place at timah's MAC.. special right.?? hahahha... don't you guys jealous okay..! after that so called "countdown",, everyone starts to went off.. left me and steph "honeymoon".. SHHh...
went to the directed bus stop to take the bus 77 to singapore river.. at first wanted to meet deardear de.. but too bad,, the bus ends at 12am.. the two of us was lost okay.. keep sitting at the bus stop talking and talking.. no NR3 or nearby bus services,, that's why no choice but to sit there and think a way out lor..
ya,, we met a weird uncle.. hahaha.. actually we was kidding among ourself that the uncle was our driver,, cos there wasn't any bus services.. so play play lorr.. alright,, that weird uncle drove a mazda2.. at first he stopped his car in front of us for about 5 mins.. than he drove away.. about few mins later,, he stopped in front of us again.. he asked how to go to bukit batok.. as i'm not familiar the road,, steph told him just u-turn and go straight.. the next question he asked was,, "do you two stay near there,, why not i give you guys a ride".. obviously we rejected him in a good manner.. he took out his phone and don't know talking to who la.. after few mins,, he drove off.. that's when me and steph starts to discuess about that weird uncle.. i even bet with steph,, that uncle sure will drive to us again..
just like what i expected,, that mazda2 really drove back again.. obviously he's up to no good lor.. he told us he not going to bukit bakok already,, wanted to give us a ride to the place we wanted to go.. again,, we rejected him the second time.. he had no choice but to drove away.. we keep laughing and laughing about that weird plus stupid uncle.. been rejected le still have the face to come and asked again.. hahahaa... but know what..? that weird uncle was back again..!!
this time steph asked me to reject that uncle again.. being a lazy girl,, unlike steph,, hahaha.. i decided to sit at the bus stop and shout over to the uncle.. hahaha.. just like the last few times,, he offered to give us a ride again.. i immediately shouted,, "dont need ,, and byebye..!" laughter from steph and of cause i laugh out too.. hahahha.. when the car drove away,, me and steph decided to walked away from that bus stop.. hahahah..
like this laught and laught,, time past quite fast.. we finally decided to took a cab from timah to plaza.. midnight charges plus adjustment in recent charges,, that short distance costed us almost $10.. hahahaha.. at first we asked that cab driver,, from timah to singapore river costed about how much,, that driver still said about $20 like this.. think that driver very cute lor.. if we really believes what that driver said,, i think can declared bankrupt lor.. hahhahaa..
went plaza as we thought that might be NR3 services to town area.. but heaven joke on us.. we waited for almost 45mins just to wait for that only NR3.. it didn't arrive at all.. till than we decided to cross to the opposite to ride to CCK interchange and look for our hope.. what a big joke,, when we crossed to the other side,, the only NR3 to town arrived at the opposite.. FAINT! joke right..? no choice but to stay and wait for bus to CCK.. again,, we waited for long and finally decided to head back to steph's house and wait till deardear offwork and come fetch me home..
reached her home at about 3am.. surprisingly,, her sis and bro wasn't asleep.. hahahhaa.. just right,, the four of us.. mahjong time.!! hahhaa... didn't play with money,, cos i'm not very good in counting the "tai".. hahhahaa... play and watch tv at the same time.. and after few rounds,, most of us were unable to concentrate due to the tv show.. decided to watch tv instead of playing.. tired alright.. about 5.30 deardear gave me a call.. said he now leaving le.. asked for steph's address and reached in about 20-30mins..
headed home when the sunrises,, bath as fast as possible.. sleeping time.!! i wanted to sleep first as dear was still bathing.. heartless him,, wake me up and asked me to help him dry his hair.. yawning away.. being a good girlfriend of his,, i helped him lor.. mum asked whether we want anything for breakfast or not.. funny question right.? we wanted to sleep as soon as possible,, than she asked us to stay awake till she bought it home.. reject her goodness and off to sleep.. hahahaa...
slept till about 5 plus in the noon.. woke up by dear's handphone.. somemore he forget to put in silent mode.. dragged him up to answer the phone.. but the caller hang the phone.. wa liao.. think is "gu yi" want lor.. steph was the pathetic one.. she cant sleep well cos everyone in her house wan fully awake and doing things nosily.. cause her can't sleep till "song" hahhahaa.. anyway,, thanks steph for accompany me wor..! hahahhaa...
merry christmas everyone(:
December 22, 2007
[kisses] #044 [kisses]
[ 11:41 ]
quite busy recently,, hahhahaa... due to shopping and shopping.!! tired of cause.. don't you guys think shopping is a tough work.? hahahhaa.. that's why i'm also not very relax also.. don't jealous arr.. (:
yesterday morning went back school awhile.. ohya.. i decided to continue my sec5.. not to let my family and deardear worry about me so and so... rebecca's thoughtful to others okay..! after school,, cabbed down to lot1*due tosuper extremely hot weather.. took train to town alone.. lonely and tired leh... but no choice, for fun lorr.. hahhahaa...
went town meet huiming.. shop around,, crack jokes,, eat and chatting.. due to some reason,, we headed down to suntac city after town.. again,, we walked around and headed to our main purposes.. went addidas look look.. saw many nice things..! small kids' shirt and jackets all very cute.. hahahhaa... mango having sales now.. deardear attention okay..? hahahaha..
anyway,, thanks huiming for getting your dad to drive us home arr(: my legs was badly injured.. dont ask me how it looks like,, just terrible and pain now.. both legs.. i can hardly walk now.. FAINT..! perhaps i walk too much yesterday with my heels ba... from morning 12 start walking till night 11.. you say how to not pain right.?hahahaa...
tell you guys one fuuny incident which happen yesterday.. we went mac for some rest,, i ordered ice lattae.. actually i wasn't there,, huiming ordered for me ma.. at first i don't know what happen,, i only know she stood there for 5 to 10 minutes when her turn.. we only ordered 2 cup of drinks and she stood there for so long.. weird lor... nevermind,, after that when she came back,, she told me my drink very troublesome.. i was like,, ''huh? troublesome.?'' than huiming slowly explain to me..
she said the worker dont know how to use the machine.. at first,, the first cup was not successed.. alright,, she gave another try.. at her second try,, not successed again,, due to lack of milk.. alright.. her third try,, the funniest part.. the whole machine was covered with smoke.. SMOKE okay..! hahahaha... the worker went blank i supposed.. the manager immediately went over to figure out what's wrong with that almost on fire machine.. hahahhaa..!!!! of cause the worker's face was totally black la... scolded by her manager.. hahahaa... end up the manager had to personally serve the drink to our place and apologised.. hahahhaa.. i not very sure you guys can get this joke or not,, but me and huiming obviously get the joke.. hahhaa..
after all this funny jokes,, happily home sweet home.. told my family,, jokes everywhere... hahahaha... supposed i wont forget this incident whenever i visit mac ba (:
my GIRLs
shall meet up soon before my torture starts okay.? attention VON,, especially.. we used to be in gang of three,, but due to some personally reason,, you seldom had time with us.. we understood though,, but,, me and steph also will jealous okay..! hahahhaa...so girls,, shall meet up real soon for chilled okay..
DEARDEAR
tomorrow is our anniversary.. again,, we cant celebrate together due to your job and christmas eve thing.. i understand.. i very good de,, wont blame you at all.. hahahhaa.. but dear,, dont forget my cake okay.? you still owe me one ar.. hahahhaa... i wont forget de(: imissyou!!
yesterday morning went back school awhile.. ohya.. i decided to continue my sec5.. not to let my family and deardear worry about me so and so... rebecca's thoughtful to others okay..! after school,, cabbed down to lot1*due to
went town meet huiming.. shop around,, crack jokes,, eat and chatting.. due to some reason,, we headed down to suntac city after town.. again,, we walked around and headed to our main purposes.. went addidas look look.. saw many nice things..! small kids' shirt and jackets all very cute.. hahahhaa... mango having sales now.. deardear attention okay..? hahahaha..
anyway,, thanks huiming for getting your dad to drive us home arr(: my legs was badly injured.. dont ask me how it looks like,, just terrible and pain now.. both legs.. i can hardly walk now.. FAINT..! perhaps i walk too much yesterday with my heels ba... from morning 12 start walking till night 11.. you say how to not pain right.?hahahaa...
tell you guys one fuuny incident which happen yesterday.. we went mac for some rest,, i ordered ice lattae.. actually i wasn't there,, huiming ordered for me ma.. at first i don't know what happen,, i only know she stood there for 5 to 10 minutes when her turn.. we only ordered 2 cup of drinks and she stood there for so long.. weird lor... nevermind,, after that when she came back,, she told me my drink very troublesome.. i was like,, ''huh? troublesome.?'' than huiming slowly explain to me..
she said the worker dont know how to use the machine.. at first,, the first cup was not successed.. alright,, she gave another try.. at her second try,, not successed again,, due to lack of milk.. alright.. her third try,, the funniest part.. the whole machine was covered with smoke.. SMOKE okay..! hahahaha... the worker went blank i supposed.. the manager immediately went over to figure out what's wrong with that almost on fire machine.. hahahhaa..!!!! of cause the worker's face was totally black la... scolded by her manager.. hahahaa... end up the manager had to personally serve the drink to our place and apologised.. hahahhaa.. i not very sure you guys can get this joke or not,, but me and huiming obviously get the joke.. hahhaa..
after all this funny jokes,, happily home sweet home.. told my family,, jokes everywhere... hahahaha... supposed i wont forget this incident whenever i visit mac ba (:
my GIRLs
shall meet up soon before my torture starts okay.? attention VON,, especially.. we used to be in gang of three,, but due to some personally reason,, you seldom had time with us.. we understood though,, but,, me and steph also will jealous okay..! hahahhaa...so girls,, shall meet up real soon for chilled okay..
DEARDEAR
tomorrow is our anniversary.. again,, we cant celebrate together due to your job and christmas eve thing.. i understand.. i very good de,, wont blame you at all.. hahahhaa.. but dear,, dont forget my cake okay.? you still owe me one ar.. hahahhaa... i wont forget de(: imissyou!!
December 20, 2007
[kisses] #043 [kisses]
[ 09:59 ]
good morning everyone..! it's raining now.. cold,, lonely,, BORING .! (:
yesterday meet up with some pri. friends.. don't worry, i still reconised them.. hahhaaa.. went for movie-warlord*think it's spell like this*.. war and war,, violence everywhere okay.. not very understand about the whole story line.. but who cares.. i only know many many people die during war.. but the funniest part is,, those main character all very power sia.. knife stab on their body so many times also wont die de leh.... make no sense right.? FAINT!
after movie,, went walking around,, causeway somemore.. meaningless.. aimless.. hahhaaa... went starbuck for chatting time.. hahahaa... alright,,yesterday i'm joke for the day .. i dont want to say it out.. cos i also dont know how to start.. just forget it okay.. haahaha..
talked about our past in primary school.. MISS THOSE DAYS..!! but time can never reverse back,, i know.. those days will be store inside my memory.. really shall meet up with the rest soon.. hahahaa.. my friend said some of her friends still remember me.. surprising for me okay..! different classes,, apart for 5years,, they still remember me.. felt bit paiseh.. cos i can't really remember them by now.. push the blames to my short term memory can.? i know no one will mind want right.. hahahaaa..
that's all for yesterday,, shall update more later on or tomorrow ba.. take care everybody..! rebecca miss you all..!!
yesterday meet up with some pri. friends.. don't worry, i still reconised them.. hahhaaa.. went for movie-warlord*think it's spell like this*.. war and war,, violence everywhere okay.. not very understand about the whole story line.. but who cares.. i only know many many people die during war.. but the funniest part is,, those main character all very power sia.. knife stab on their body so many times also wont die de leh.... make no sense right.? FAINT!
after movie,, went walking around,, causeway somemore.. meaningless.. aimless.. hahhaaa... went starbuck for chatting time.. hahahaa... alright,,yesterday i'm joke for the day .. i dont want to say it out.. cos i also dont know how to start.. just forget it okay.. haahaha..
talked about our past in primary school.. MISS THOSE DAYS..!! but time can never reverse back,, i know.. those days will be store inside my memory.. really shall meet up with the rest soon.. hahahaa.. my friend said some of her friends still remember me.. surprising for me okay..! different classes,, apart for 5years,, they still remember me.. felt bit paiseh.. cos i can't really remember them by now.. push the blames to my short term memory can.? i know no one will mind want right.. hahahaaa..
that's all for yesterday,, shall update more later on or tomorrow ba.. take care everybody..! rebecca miss you all..!!
huiming and rebecca-friends for 8years..!! (:
December 19, 2007
[kisses] #042 [kisses]
[ 09:34 ]
hello everybody.. rebecca's back..! *clap clap*
well well,, went for my result taking yesterday.. dissapointed + happy + surprise.. i was real late yesterday due to some funny reason.. when i reached school hall,, one of my friend came to me and tell me,, i'm promoted..! promoted okay.. seriously my brain went blank okay..! i totally don't know should i happy or should i not.. i didn't want to study anymore..but why am i getting less than 10 points..?
to double check,, i immediately went over to my form teacher.. hahhahaa.. he delayed and delayed.. pass me all notes and keep talking jokes.. FAINT. when i received my result slip,, i totally don't know how to count.. hahahaa.. alice was the one who helped me to count.. hahhaaa.. paiseh sia... after that many subject teachers came gathering around me,, as if i idol like that.. wahaahhaa..! *think too much la*.. they want to know how much i score for their subject that's why they're coming to me okay..
allright.. should i go sec5 or straight to high-nitec?? anxious anxious! both seems okay to me.. forget it,, shall see how's my decision tomorrow ba.. actually,, being promote to sec5 also quite glad.. at least i didn't dissapointed my family AGAIN.. hahhaa... my family was super happy for me.. hahahaa.. my dad gave me $50.. my aunt informed my uncles,, who was at thai.. my grandma was super happy.. my mum's best birthday present from me.. many many more.. they're happy,, i'm happy..
although my relation between my dad and me was very bad,, i mean almost 1week can never talk at all.. but i know he was the happiest one.. hahahaa... he did many things to indirectly dote me and encourage me.. and i really appreciate it alot.. thanks DAD.!!
want to know what my dad did which make me touched.?hahaha.. he bought me a laptop,, new handphone,, sponcer me cash and cash whenever i went out,, brought me and family to thailand for great shopping spree*i bought to most,, spent the least.. sponcer ma*,, he gave me $50 sfter knowing my results.. how can i bear to disappointed him again am i right..? and ya,, my mum said this year was her best present from me.. hahahaa..
although i didn't wanted to study anymore,, but i also don't want to disappoint my family..! this's the stressful part for me to decide okay.. who's here to help me.???????? i seriously need help.. i only thought of,, how to tell my dad if i failed again.. never ever came across with how to handle if i passed.. i knew i didn't put in any effort at all during my N's,, didn't serious revised,, didn't intend to promote.. but when my results came out yesterday,, i went blank.. hahhaaa..!
okay,, enough of those study things now.. i'm vexed and confused now.. shall decide all this tomorrow.. today's a day off for me to use my brain.. hahahaa... updates tomorrow everybody.. take care,, byebye..
to those N's passes
CONGRATES..! all the best for the next year guys.. jiayou jiayou jiayou..!! cheers!!
you're happy,, BABY's happy (:
December 16, 2007
[kisses] #041 [kisses]
[ 11:26 ]
pretty..? rebecca's DIY medicure.. hahahaa.. love it lots,, but too bad my stupid nails too short.. how good if my nails are longer.. well well, forget about the bad things all right.? main point is the DESIGN..! creative and cute right..? *please hold on to your vomit okay.? hahaa..*
yesterday night suddenly had the urge to play with my nails,,so immediately i took out all my nail set and start my "art" lesson on my fingers.. at first i wanted to paint on my toes only,, but due to my
the funniest thing was, i did it on my left hand only.. cos i'm right handed ma,, how to use left hand to draw on my right nails right.? weird though,, but who cares.. new fashion by REBECCA okay..! copyright.. hahaaha..!!
dear offday tomorrow.. happy of cause.. yaya,, i miss him a lot.. i know you guys know me well.. everytime talked about "deardear this, deardear that",, you guys wouldn't mind want right.? hahahaa.. although we together for almost 3years le*next year feb 3years le(: *.. but i'm still worried that deardear would attract other girls to him.. not saying that deardear is flirt,, but you all know de la.. he's currently working at pub, nightlife style somemore.. of cause got girls' waitress or so on.. plus now they all became clicks, almost everyday talk together, work together, blea blea blea.. ask me how to not worry right.??
although deardear said all girls there can be his "jiejie" already,, but most of them age at the range of 18 to 20 years old only.. not big gaps also right.. ya, i know.. i should trust my deardear 100% right.? but this type of thing also not i want to worried de what.. even when i said i want to work outside,, deardear also scare i will click with other guys,, ride their bike out.. see,, this type of things isn't for us to decided.. trust somehow came along with worried too.. all i can say now,, is treasure the happy time we had now.. who knows things might change or not right.?
alright,, shall pause here.. my hand's injured i supposed,, pain in the inside now.. don't worry, i will miss you all okay..? byebye byebye byebye..
happy [[B]aby with her happy nails
December 15, 2007
[kisses] #040 [kisses]
[ 13:25 ]
changed my blogskin.. love current skin,, love the pink and white.. you guys love it very much too..? i know i know.. stop praising me okay.? self highness all right.? anyway,, wonderful job REBECCA..!
actually wanted to change my skin ever since last week,,but due to my
i used to be an idiot towards those "HTML"codes and so.. but ever since i had my own blog,, i tend to spent more and more time understanding those codes.. whenever i faced trouble with those
tired of clicking those nagatives buttoms whenever viewing my blog,, so i strongly decided to change to something simply yet presentable.. great idea right.? see,, i care for you guys also.. scare you guys handache due to clicking.. don't need thanks me okay.? hahahaa...
ohya, 18.12.2007 tue .. Nlevel result released.. should i happy or should i not.? my aiming is obviously different from others as you know.. hahahaa.. but i have my reason okay.. alright, update more when i'm free okay..? someone is nagging me for lunch now.. take care..!
December 13, 2007
[kisses] #039 [kisses]
[ 22:03 ]
hello everyone.. all my effort finally done.. okay,, instead of slacking at home doing nothing meaningful, i finally decided to drag my lazy brain and heavy legs away from my room, and walked to my bro's room to do something which is really meaning to me..
alright, alright.. you might not see the meaningful part in it yet.. but for me, i really find it meaningful.. i spent weeks and months editing and transfering all my precious photos.. photos starting from year 2005, all the way till now 2007..
photo by photo, copy and paste, drag and edit, date by date, month by month, year by year, from bro's desktop to my laptop.. tired tired tired.. but i do it without single complains, because i personally really finds it meaningfully.. brownsing them one by one,, i don't know should i happy or should i not.. these two years, i really feels that i changed alot.. not in the outside of course[still
as time goes on, i tends to grow up bits by bits.. from a quiet and simple minded girl,, to a girl that have endless of topic to chat with among friends and my boy.. it's friends and people around me that gave me a chance to bring the cheerful and happy parts of me, out from my cold and heartless shell..
down this two years ,,my wonderful boyfriend really teached me many things.. not in lesson form,, but in my daily life.. we often heard people says.. "suan, tian, ku, la", which means everyone in this world,, would experience unpleasent things, sweet memories, hardship and more, in their life.. no one can run away from all this.. everyone cry before,, smile before,, suffered before.. no one is exception to all this.. it's only how we handled all these..
thanks to all my dear friends and wonderful boyfriend,, you guys make me smile.. and of course my caring family.. suddenly emotion turns so sad right.? hahahahaa... cheer up guys..! don't forget,, REBECCA is here.!! a good listening ear and free consultant to all of you.. wahahaha..!
alright,, enjoy my uploaded photos okay.? it's good to have my boyfriend by my side too.. we knew we really didn't made the wrong choice afterall..
[F.Y.I -photos from year 2005 till 2007.. start of our journey till now.. ] meaningful okay..! hehehee.. those couples out there,, i am sure you guys also hoping for that right.? stay happy and sweet everyday okay..? love you guys real much..!
[kisses] #038 [kisses]
[ 21:07 ]
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[memories from 2005] -we used to be very childish and selfish..
[hardest time 2006] -quarrel and silence.tears and cuts..
[tears to laughter 2007] -glad that all suffering had finally ended..
[kisses and hugs] -we knew we didn't made the wrong decision..
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[memories from 2005] -we used to be very childish and selfish..
[hardest time 2006] -quarrel and silence.tears and cuts..
[tears to laughter 2007] -glad that all suffering had finally ended..
[kisses and hugs] -we knew we didn't made the wrong decision..
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December 11, 2007
[kisses] #037 [kisses]
[ 16:03 ]
我不配
这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气谁被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里
这日子不再绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋
还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去
这感觉 已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略 你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配
[kisses] #036 [kisses]
[ 15:24 ]
dear missed his basic test today...FAINT! waited for 2 to 3 months and finally today came.. but heaven plays a joke on him,, he was late by few minutes due to the lack of cabs and buses.. dear had to wait till 4/3/2008.. which means,, about 3 more months to retake his basic test..
okayokay.. back to myself alright.? erm,, went to bugis yesterday.. shop around with ,my boy,, and had our dinner there too.. don't know which part of my brain gone wrong,, i decided to wear heels out.. wahahaha... T-shirt, shorts and heels.. overall looks okay.. but the idea of wearing a heels instead of slippers seems funny to me.. perhaps i missed my heels too much le ba.. bugis this type of place asked me wear heels,, is a big NONO for me in the past... but something do change okay.. hahhaaa..!
my feeling controls me.. or should i just say,, i love heels..? hahahaha.. anything ba.. happy can already..! didn't intend to buy anything,, so end up empty handed seems nothing to me.. weather was cold,, because raining..! love rain,, hate rain..
ohya.. thanks dear for the mango juice.. ILOVELOVELOVE IT..!! sweet and taste real good..! nothing happen much even though.. overall,, i had a happy day yesterday!!
contented [[B]ABY] living with her caring boy.. and having lots of lovely friends.. there's nothing much for me to complain anymore.. i simplily love you all okay.!! i promised..
simplily baby
December 09, 2007
[kisses] #035 [kisses]
[ 09:48 ]
finally went out yesterday!! suddenly feels so "outside" this world.. hahaha..!! anyway,, went plaza slack slack.. than intend to go tampiness meet von and her bf.. but know what.?? when we were about to reach tampiness,, von told us she didn't went to work..!! FAINT FAINT!! my girl arr.. somehow waste our time from plaza to causeway to tampines.. long long journey okay.. but nevermind,, you're forgiven.. wahahaha!!
went tampiness for about 20minutes of pool session? think so.. intented to play longer,, but due to some disturbing matters,which totally switched off our mood[i'm not going to say here, cos'ionlyrememberthegoodones], we decided to pay and go..
when shop shop around and it's dinner time[late late dinner actually].! MAC again.. our lunch also MAC okay.. hahaha.. but who cares.. happy can already..! realised that ,,really quite a long time ever since we two sit down and
yeah.! deardear's offday tomorrow.. FINALLY..! after 1week 2days,, he finally had his first offday.. haven't been seeing each other for 1week plus,, feels uneasy okay.. also don't know how's him now.. scare he didn't eat well,, didn't sleep well.. everyday i wake up,, he's working.. he's back home,, i'm asleep..
[F.Y.I] : dear working nightlife.. meaning,, start work from afternoon/evening,, work till early morning 4/5am .. iknow,, you guys can say" still can at least chat awhile ma.." but you're wrong..! dear would be sleeping till late afternoon,, wake up and fast prepared,, than rushoff for work.. where got the whole world time to chat on phone.. right.?? dear said wanna bring me to singtel shop and change my card to 3G,, so that even if he's working or so,, we still can see each other.. thinking that this idea might be good.. but now,, we didn't even had time to chat,, than where got the time to 3G.? correct.? so perhaps,, gave this idea away..
no photo yesterday[no mood],, so used last time one to replace yesterday's one.. hehehe..!!
December 08, 2007
[kisses] #034 [kisses]
[ 09:51 ]
08 DEC 2007, morning :
hamster left me and dear,, went to somewhere he always hoping for.. i cried badly, real badly,, my mum said hamster died peacefully.. with both eyes closed..just like sleeping in his usual way..
mum said even before hamster died,,hamster still use his last effort to walk till the front of his food bowl.. when hamster is still alive,, he loves to spent his time in his little bowl, eating or sleeping.. even thought i never saw hamster's last sight,, but mum told me,, when she wake up in the morning,, hamster didn't move at all.. she touched it and moved it,, hamster didn't react at all.. his body turns solid form,, with his little red eyes closed..
hamster had been with us for almost 2 whole years,, thanks for his accompany with us along this years.. dear bought it ever since it was still as little as few months only.. till now,, he really left us,, i really cann't bear to let him left,, but maybe this will be better route for him..
mummy buried it at one of the tree downstairs.. the tree next to my died hamsters which i had before hamster.. till now,, jacky would still look for hamster all around the house.. hamster's cage isn't no longer with us too.. only left with hamster's picture now.. it's time for hamster to had his chance to become human..
hamster: dear,me, mummy wouldn't forget you de.. "kuai kuai tou tai, kuai kuai zuo ren ye hao" you left us a good memory,, really.. we love you alright.? faster go ba..
bathing timeDecember 06, 2007
[kisses] #033 [kisses]
[ 11:02 ]
oh my! this dog of mine,, jacky,, is getting lazier and lazier recently!! sleep earlier than me,, wake up later than me.. FAINT. FAINT. FAINT.
even since last year ,,dear and i bought a hamster[just call it 'hamster'].. jacky had been aimming at hamster everyday.. i totally don't know what jacky is up to,, but confirm it's up to something no good.. hahaa..
i'm sure jacky wouldn't eat/bite hamster up,, but i still don't get what jacky's thinking.. weird dog i had,, i know..! almost all my friends knew my dog's character very well.. hahaha..! scary and fierce right.? okay,, know why i've been saying jacky had been lazier and lazier.?? guess.? guess.?
when jacky first came our house,, he's a cute, obedient, and very well trained dog.. toilet trained as in,, he wont do his small or big business inside home.. he would control himself till we bring him down to release his business.. he wont run out of house too.. even if our door is open wide big,, he would only stand there and watch.. unless our family member called him to go out.. clever right.? that's why we dont have to block our door gaps..
dont get my idea wrong,, this doesn't mean that jacky cannot control himself now.. hahaha... he still practiced all these now.. dont worry.. haha.. he's getting lazier now because,, we had to feed him to eat.. erm,, not spoon feed of course.. example, we feed him eat bread,, we had to make sure that the bread's not plain,, must coat kaya or whatever on it than he have the feeling to eat.. fussy right.? this is not fussy yet okay..! we still have to chew it into small pieces,, than he will eat..!! fussy and troublesome right.?? think his past life might be a prince or so ba.. haha..
know what i mean by jacky's jealous of hamster.? he wouldn't allow any of us to look at hamster for long time,, he will bark at us.. if we feed hamster with our food,, jacky will run to us and snatch back the food and eat it.. such a jealousy dog man! worse than me okay.. opps! nothing nothing..
like just now,, he refused to eat his food.. in order to let him willingly to eat his food,, we place his plate in front of hamster's cage.. know what.? he immediately rushed to the hamster's cage and look at hamster first,, than quickily eat his food.. because hamster is awake,, and is eating too.. cute picture to see both of them eating and eating non stop.. hahaa..
soo boring right.? talk about dog dog dog, hamster hamster hamster! but also not i want de.. i'm just been bored at home what.. so only can observe dog, hamster lor.. so don't be surprise when which day i will start to talk about ants, lizards or so okay.?? hahahaa... see me soo bored at home,, very ke lian right.? so faster ask me out okay.?
dear's working, friends all working or studying too.. left me alone slacking slacking slacking.!! not fair right.? nevermind lor.. what to do.. at home play computer,, wait dear or friends ask me out lor.. stay home let deardear feed.. hahhaaa.. dear's willing, i know..
deardear
almost the whole week we didn't meet each other already.. yaya.. i know.. you missed me,,, i missed you .. badly.. but i will understand you okay.? for our financial,, and for me.. thanks deardear..! looking forward for monday,, your off day okayokay.? me wouldn't blame you de la.. being a caring and understanding baby of yours,, i will guai guai de.. hehehe.. don't have to worry about me this and that.. i will take care.. promise..
anyone who know when to take N'lvl result
please leave a tag and inform me,, or if not, left a msg in msn also can.. thankyou verymuch in advance.!! anyway,, i just go there for fun,, cos i know i would fail badly.. hahaha.. not intent to study le okay.. see you!
dear love this VERYMUCH!! hahahaa..
December 02, 2007
[kisses] #032 [kisses]
[ 09:50 ]
YAYa.. i know i know.. stop nagging at me for not blogging okay?? actually i intended to write my blog de,, but just that my daily life had nothing new happened,, that's why i ... ... ... hahhahaha.!! cant expected me to write what i ate today,, how many times i went toilet,, how long i spend sleeping,, blea blea blea right.? hahahaa...
yesterday went to JB with grandma and vina.. kind of worried when i reached there.. cos of steph and dear's influences la.. hahaha... anyway,, they meant good for my safety what,, so thanks guys..! went shopping shopping shopping! eat eat eat!
food there was delicious and yummy.... ate the stingray and fish soup.. 100marks.! went shopping around in the shopping centre.. bought 1 T-shirt only.. cos not interested in others what.. nevermind.. happy jiu hao..!
after shopping,, walked along those shop houses with grandma and vina.. not to shop again,, but to accompany grandma to see her doctor.. learned my lesson from her,, not to believe her words easily.. know why?? she said walk straight, turn right can reached already.. but end up it spent us 15minutes to walk there..! jelly leg okay.. vina and i were complaining and complaining non stop.. but somehow grandma chose to temporary turn deaf to our words.. *faint*
walked pass a car-wash shop,, saw bunch of ah bengs sitting outside their shop smoking and smoking.. vina and i walked real fast pass them.. hahahaa.. cos vina was bit scare of them ma.. who call grandma walked soo infront.. left two of us at the back,, and it was really far at the back lorr.. eventually those bunch of ah bengs *juu* us,, being a dajie of vina,,i told her dont look back,, keep walking.. the funniest thing was,, grandma looked back.. hahahaa...! grandma thought that was rats or some small animals making weird sound.. hahahhaaa..!!!!!!!
vina asked me a question which i also don't know how to answer.. perhaps you guys also don't know how to answer ba.. she asked me:" jie,, when guy looked at you,, why they must "juu" or make funny sound to call you.? why you must look at other direction.? why not politely look back at them and smile.? " hahahhaa.. funny question right.? perhaps she's still young to all these kind of things ba.. i just answered her "because they ain't thinking good in their mind.." and she gave me a blur look..
anyway,, accompany grandma to the clinic for her treatment.. takes about 10 minutes only.. hahahaa.. fast right.?she happy can le.. the doctor thought vina and i was my grandma's daughters..! hahahaa.. maybe because grandma look young ba.. when grandma told the doctor i'm the oldest granddaughter,, the doctor look kind of unbelieveable.. grandma told him i was 18years old,, cos elderly count in chinese ma.. the doctor said i look around 14- 15 only.. obviously i'm happy okay.? let people praised young leh.. wahahahaha..!
shop at another shopping centre for dinner... yummy and special too.. seafood on rock..? heard before.? erm,, don't know how to explain to you guys,, but just imagine that seafood being served on a high temperature rock.. hahahaa..! yummy yummy yummy... came back s'pore after dinner cos vina and i had no more energy anymore.. coustom queue was long... took us 30minutes plus to get our passport stamped.. boring and tried.. reached home,, bath,, chat awhile with dear,, then sweetdreams..
paiseh arr.. no pictures during malaysia.. cos i remembered steph's and dear's words.. hehehehe...! thanks guys...
dear,, thanks for poping by my grandma house and thanks for the surprise you gave.. and...... thanks for the early morning breakfast even thought i knew you was super super tried after the ton.. thanks for all your effort deardearkua! hahahahaa...
loveyou bits and bits(:
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joey
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khloe
maddie
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qian
sandy
wanting
handsome dudes
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aarone
benjamin
edwin
jackson
javier
joker
marc
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CRAVINGS
FOR ME:my driving license
new hairstyle, new look
adidas jacket [red colour]
[COACH] new OP ART BIAS ENAMEL RING
overseas to taiwan & thailand[bangkok] again
FOR US:5years anniversary
overseas trip together[bangkok'2010]
ferries wheel with boyfriend
