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[kisses] #020 [kisses]
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stay at home today.. went no where..play maple since morning.. so tired and vexed.. dear had to serving his canning tomorrow.. today he was suppose to have his lab exam,, but due to his long hair*which he die die refused to cut short or cut it away*,, teacher bounce him out from of the examination hall.. teacher keep asking him to cut yet he refused to do so.. he walked out the school and decided not to take his exam.. because of his stubborn,, he missed his lab exam..
on his way to my house,, teacher in charge called his mum,, asked dear to report right back to school,, if not he would be bar from science papers.. he refused to go back at first,, but after some talking sense from me to him,, he finally agreed to go back.. he rushed cab back to school.. teacher forced him to cut his hair by himself in ordered to continue his exam.. dear was very reluctant.. i knew his character well.. but for our sake, he cut short his hair.. he took his lab exam after that..
but you know what,,? his principle asked dear to report back to school tomorrow morning to serve his canning.. what had dear done wrong..? didn't dear done whatever they requested.?? why must they do till like this.?? having to cut his hair by himself is already unaccepted,, then what's now.?? no matter what dear had done,, has obey them already,, will canning helps.??
they said this was to punish him because he went out of the school without permission,, ya i know it was dear's fault.. but didn't him report back after school called him.?? he reported back and even bear with whatever shit the school had asked him to do.. shouldn't the school let this case off.?! canning very fun meh.. canned canned canned..!! rubbish people..! dear wasn't worried about the canning,, he was more worried about his precious hair.. should i be happy or should i not.?
i am worried about him yet he didn't feels it.. although i don't know what really happenned to dear,, which he don't feels like telling me.. but dear,, i am your baby.. i know you don't want me to worry a single bits,, but don't we pledged to share our happiness and sadness together.? the more you don't feels like saying,, the more i will anyhow think.. do you know.?
no matter how your hair looks like,, i wouldn't laugh at you.. i swear dear.. i love you not because of your hair,, you know ma.. dear,, bring out your courage can ma.? i want my deardearkua to come back.. can i .? i don't wish you to suffer everything all by yourself.. understand ma.?
everyone of us is worry about you.. please don't let us down can..? hair will grow back dear.. don't feel sad about it anymore.. just bear with that school for 3 more weeks and you would be fine.. you wouldn't have to face their shit look anymore.. promise me you would control tomorrow okay.?
i am worries when you told me you might lose control and punch principle.. i know you would do whatever you said out,, but please dear.. don't.. steph also said that it is not worth it to get another case because of that person.. i agreed too.. so please bear with them.. i know canning does not matter with you,, but please don't do any silly thing and create another case with you.. think twice dear..!