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talking with dear just now.. discussing about my "future road".. as in what should i do if i failed my N'levels AGAIN.. there's definitely a big NO for me to retain again if i am to fail this year.. i know myself too well.. i won't be able to promote to sec5 next year,, confirm plus chopchop 100%..!! i expected my score would be more than 13~ !! decided to stop dreaming and stop carrying the fat hope anymore.. it's time for me to wake up and search for a better road to settled down my future..

dear told me.. with my last year N'level 's score,, meaning 5passes for N's .. i would be able to qualified to MIS .. though the course for the cert. is high,, but perhaps there might be subsidies.. the course include sales and marketing,, business stuffs.. not very sure what it is actually teaching about,, but this might be another new road for me to continue my education without just stopping studying at such young age..

intake dateline is meeting.. before release of N'level results.. if my parents nodded,, maybe i might give it a try for the intake.. my mind is trumbling with lots and lots of question marks.. should i give it a try.? or should i start working now.? i might regret few years later if i stop studying now,, but .... ... ...!! i am lost.. real lost..!

play, play, play. sleep, sleep, sleep. shop, shop, shop. these are what i am thinking now.. studying is not included.. but without a good education, how am i able to get a good job? how am i to have lots of money to shop.? how am i able to sleep well everyday.???

the small brain of mine can't contain problematic problems.!! how am i to settle all this by my self..? i know this is my problems,, i just cant control but to voice out..!! help, help, help.! helping hands everywhere but i just cant reach for it.. i have to be independent right now..! strong decision and fixed mindset is what i am trying to obtain now.. tips from you guys please.. the pity me really needs help..