HAPPY 2YEARS 8MONTHS.!!

HAPPY 2YEARS 8MONTHS.!!

HAPPY 2YEARS 8MONTHS.!!

HAPPY 2YEARS 8MONTHS.!!

deardear,, thanks for your warming msg.! iam willing to hold your hand till our hair turns white too.. i know i hurt you in the past,, but i changed right.? you changed too.. changed to good.. hehe.. ever since we get together again,, you didn't disappointed me in everything.. we didn't quarrel like the past but in fact,, we lead our life laughing always..! love you dear.. we must happy everyday okay.? muackmuack..!

thanks for yesterday deardear.. i will remember always.. you made me laught like hell man.! although today we not meeting,, but we advance celebrate our anniversary yesterday.. hope you understand why i advance the celebration okay,, dear..?

went orchard with dear yesterday.. had our meal at pizza hut*i was craving for pasta recently*,, ate alot alot..! i almost full till cannot stand straight.. hahaa.. slack in there for quite long.. talking craps and rubbish.. after that went pool center play pool.. very obviously,, dear won the game AGAIN.! i somehow feels that i am a stranger towards the cue and pool table.. lost contact with it already.. perhaps this shows that i am a lousy pool player right.? sign....

went shopping around after pool session.. the sky was dark and was about to rain.. no choice but to head to taka.. reason for going there instead of others was,, there have shelter and it is the nearest shopping center which near to the bus stop.. hahaa... lame right.? dear said it.. some sort of talking rubbish lorr.. but anything.. hahaa.. decided to stop by Mac to de-stressed my both jelly legs..(F.Y.I): it was due to the long hours of walking in high heels,, that turns my legs into jelly form.. hahaa..

tried the don't know what ice coffee i think,, taste very nice and smell nice.. love the smell and taste very very much..! hehe.. i normally don't like the smell but yesterday i even tried it.. dear and i saw something which make us laugh for long.. i decided not to say out because i had been saying people the whole day yesterday,, "er du" you know if i continue to say now.. hahaa..

take bus home after that.. by right want watch movie de,, but the timing is over..! argg.. too bad but to watch it next time lorr.. on the bus,, chat chat chat.. music music music.. psp psp psp.. muti task okay..? hhahaa.. dear played his game while i trying to get asleep.. bo bian,, me everytime travels in bus,, sure want sleep de.. if not giddy easily.. end up,, i didn't sleep soundly.. in fact,, i was looking at how dear played his fishing game.. hahaa.. the game looks cute,, but the way dear plays it,, dear looks more cute.. hahaa.. people might think that we are crazy,, got 2 psp with us,, but why we both still snatching for one.. bacause i snatch it for the sake of snatching ma.. want dear to get "pak cek" ma.. the way he trying to get angry,, makes me smile..

dear going to buy his handphone this coming thursday.. he chose samsung U700.. his dream phone.. haha.. nice but not suit me,, that's why i gave up the choice.. but hopefully he can get it on the spot.. because now singapore all no stock.. bit unluckily i know.. hahaa..

yesterday very late than get sleep.. because of dear again.. yawning yawning right now.. panda eyes is coming towards my way man.!! i don't want.. no no no please!! by the way, i dyed my hair.. expected..! turn out to be one colour.. i learn my lesson.. no mater what colour i chose,, it wont turn out that colour.. sian lorr.. but what to do.? shack shack shack.!

your baby,, your life..

our dishes..yummyyummy

thai fry chicken

chilli crab

my beloved handphone

dear's.. mine..

to stephenie:

remember what you said horr.. make sure you turn up for our next shopping session(: hehe..

October 10, 2007

[kisses] #016 [kisses] [ 07:51 ]

yesterday's paper turn out fine.. perfectly fine.. i expected that it must be difficult,, but when i saw the paper,, i almost thought i was dreaming.. almost all the questions i roughly knew.. haha.. aga aga guess then aga aga write.. anyhow write better than leave blank right.? luckily i lazy to study that subject.. no study also can answer,, i maybe have this kind of ability,, hard to say also.. haha..

happy happy happy

finally N'levels is over.! wahahaha.... soon it's time for O'levels turn.! of cause must help them jiayou okay.! jiayou jiayou jiayou jiayou jiayou jiayou bla bla bla....! too many people,,too little time.. i am not rushing for time,, but i am spending my time fighting with my pain.. because aunty sudden pop by,, so had to politely entertain her till she's gone.. faint.!! "ke lian de rebecca.." but what to do.. get use to it already.. only can bear with "her" for this few days..
anyway,, holiday does not mean everything.. there's always a costed for every single thing.. holiday means "no allowance+no income+no shopping+no life".! get what i mean.? which mean,, i would have to buck up my lazy ass and start looking for jobs!!

just like someone said,, money would not drop aimlessly from the sky.. even it does,, i would not be the lucky ones to pick it up.. sounds rubbish right.. but it's 100% the truth..

so people like me*perhaps hard to find people as lazy as me already*,, put in effort okay.? no work no money.! remember.. or if you guys know which part of the sky would drop money,, kindly share share the place and me okay.? i am not greedy so don't worry,, i very easy pleased de.. a few blue ones can already.. haaha.. remember to update me.!!

October 08, 2007

[kisses] #015 [kisses] [ 11:33 ]

realising that i am getting older and older.. i am only 17plus now.! girls at this range of age suppose to be hyper active,, but you guys know what.? i shop while yawning and yawning..! not only this,, i keep complaining leg pain,, hand pain,, neck pain.. it was like ohmygod.! what's happening to me.??

despite reaching our first destination*far east*,, i falls asleep in the bus.. sleeping sleeping sleeping.. the funniest thing was,, i woke up around 9 plus and i soon get tired.. weird right.? haha.. i was thinking when i alighted at far east..

rebecca: "why now a days de teenagers so li hai tong are.. i also teenager leh but why i am like so different to them are.? are they normal or am i abnormal.?"all these questions i cannot decide an answer you know.. who cares.. i decided to tell myself that i am still as young as the past.. haha.. in fact i am not old ma,, so can la.. continue shop shop shop non stop..

curious about where i went the whole day.? tell you but don't faint are.. haha.. we followed as our plan,, which as.... town->plazasingapura->bugis->singaporeriver.. plan went perfectly well..*without my complaining of cause* gee:) the most tiring thing was,, we walked from town all the way to plazasingapura.! imagine that.. just because to prove that i am still as active as i am.. create trouble for myself right.? haha.. end up when the moment i reached there,, i rushed in bata,, ya! sell shoes that shop.. not to buy things,, but to just act act look around then sit on the chair to rest.. haha..

i know you guys are laughing at me.. but i don't mind.. cause being the most patience and caring guy who was with me,, mr.kua,, he also laughing and laughing at me.! he even said that i am like those aunties,, from the way i stepped in the shop and doing all those unseen action.. haha.. but i also don't mind.. cause my both legs really cannot take it anymore.. anyway,, i only rested for not more then 3 minutes lorr.. not so kua zhang okay.. after that went bugis then singaporeriver.! my fav. place.. don't asked me why,, i also don't know.. perhaps i from young had been going there with parents.. their influence.? no one knows too..

you guys know the pub named "clinic" ? we walked past there yesterday.. funny incident happened.. not the clinic and of cause not us.. is a weird old hag..*dear named it for her, not me*.. wahaha... she was shaking her body fats to the public.. faint lorr.. she wear a yellow top,, look more like a sports bra in a petite size which obviously not suits her,, and a high waist short pant.. with a small small sling bag.. visualise that yourself.. it is really very very funny.. we even stopped and looked at her for the past 10 minutes.. haha.. she danced like nobody's business you know.. we were thinking that,, either she was crazy or she's trying to 'hook' guys.. but eventually,, people only laught at her.. her moved was more obvious that she was trying to get some prey.. why.? because she shifted her seats three times.. each time closer and closer to a group of guys.. in fact only two la.. haha.. but very very very obvious that the two guys don't give her a darm at all..! how sad can this be right..

laughter and laughter from me and dear.. coming out with alots of nonsense about that old hag.. haha.. being the holy and sinless me,, i decided to stop laughing and continue our way.. haha.. but i was thinking that,, "how good if i brought a camera along.. wasted.!" haha..

the whole day only can use one word and described,, "happy" ! reached home at about 11 plus and dear decided to ton overnight at my house.. talking craps and rubbish.. haha.. by the way,, due to some reason,, sorry,, no picture was uploaded for you guys.. next time okay.? promised promised.!

looking for a romantic and nice view place to bring your girlfriend/boyfriend for dinner or a scroll.?

i recommand,, SINGAPORE RIVER.! dinner by the side of the river would brighten up your day.. i swear.!

October 07, 2007

[kisses] #014 [kisses] [ 09:23 ]

thinking why me this lazy pig wake up so early.??surprise right..

there is always a reason behind my happiness..

this reason is,,,,,,

i am going for a shopping session afterwards.. haha.. will update with you guys more detailed after my shopping.. hehe..

October 06, 2007

[kisses] #013 [kisses] [ 19:13 ]

i want a gathering! haha.. it had been quite a long time ever since me and group of friends had a gathering session.. envy whenever i saw a group of friends went out together.. so carefree and relaxing right.! i want the feeling also.. wahaha..

under lots of stress recently.. coping with school exams,personal things and bla bla bla.. that's why i need a serious de-stress day.! perhaps organise a trip to the beach,, sun tanning plus picnic.. sounds good right..? or maybe open a chalet,, bbq or something similar..? i need ideas ideas ideas..

please bring me away from this stressful city.! i want to enjoy my life,, i am still young okay.. why must so stress everyday.. vexed.!!

enjoy while young, agree this.?

October 05, 2007

[kisses] #012 [kisses] [ 21:41 ]

three very meaningful and nice cantonese songs introduced to all of you.. these three were sang by fang li sheng too.. my idol.!! wahaha..

enjoy everybody!!..

-hao xin hao bao

-hao hao lian ai

-liang nan yi vu

[kisses] #011 [kisses] [ 09:31 ]

U600 nice ma? nice ma?

finally it's my turn to change my handphone le.. haha.. yesterday went to yishun's handphone shop to decide on my handphone.. i chose U600 at the end.. love it lots.. but too bad,, they don't have stock for red colour de.. but i want red.. if no red,, ii can even give up that phone! bit crazy right.. but who cares.. i love red!! i love red!! i love red!! hahaha..

must wait till sunday then can change phone.. excited about new phone but cannot bear to apart from my current phone.. can tell that dear was quite sad.. because my current phone was bought by him.. he even gave up his 6288 to change to the same phone as me.. he spent lots of money on our couple phone ma..

i think also no think then want to sell away,, can tell yesterday he was bit sad.. sorry dear.. if not we buy the same again want? haha.. i buy red then you buy black okay? although i know you want buy U700,, but it suits for guy more.. because abit big ma.. understand me okay..? wahaha..

October 04, 2007

[kisses] #010 [kisses] [ 09:50 ]

maths paper two yesterday was difficult.. hard to the extend that there are several times i wanted to give up the whole paper and just lay on the table and enjoy sleeping.. perhaps is my mind that do the job.. it keeps reminding me that i was once a retainee.. i can't afford to waste another one more year again.. i know how terrible it feels to see all my friends,, one by one been promoted to secondary five yet i am still stuck in secondary four.. the feeling was bad when they start to talk about things which i don't even understand with.. but what can i do.? if want to blame,, blame my playfulness and badmemory..

remember one year ago,,almost all my friends asked me to stay till late in school to revised different subjects,,but i didn't.. thinking that got stay no stay perhaps also no different.. one way thinking kills.. there goes my one whole year.. one year later and which is now,, i am back in school for examination.. not O'levels,, but N'levels.. AGAIN.. having all these thoughts repeating and repeating in my mind,, i decided to score well for this year.. say easy then do.. i totally agreed with this standard line..

no matter how hard i tried to study,things somehow does not gets in my brain.. instead of getting things into my brain,, i somehow feels that things are happening in the opposite way.. i tend to forget things easily.. what is actually happening to me.?

you guys know.. i am once a quick learner and a good memory girl.. no matter how many spelling words,either chinese or english, i would remember it in just a few minutes reading.. no matter how hard the pieces i am playing,, i would be able to play well without much stopping.. unbelieveable right.? but all these only stay by my side for a few years.. i started to lost them bits by bits,, one by one within a year.. please don't asked me how or asked me why.. i personally also don't know why.. perhaps its because of a particular incident which totally changed me inside out..

cheerful and braveful rebecca had turned into a different person now.. all because of that unforgotten incident in my family.. i somehow exchanged my soul with someone else.. sometime my mum would asked me,, why my memory so bad now.. she remembered me as a good memory daughter yet i am different now.. in the past, i won't cry even my relative past away.. but now,, i would easily shed a tear even for a past away pets.. despite they are not my pets too..
i seems so weak now.. one incident totally turned me into current state.. pity me.? please don't okay.. i am living good now.. at least i didn't lost any of my family member now.. things do change but i am trying to adopt it days by days.. i want to grow strong and independent.. do well in school,,but it seems that i gonna disappointed my parents again.. i know how badly i done no matter how serious i studied.. forget it.. perhaps i am just wasting another year,, to prove to them i really gain nothing in no matter how many years..

i know they will understand me someday.. i will start planing for my future now.. though i can't see my way ahead,, but i would try hard..

cheer me on everyone

October 02, 2007

[kisses] #009 [kisses] [ 17:22 ]

papers today was totally expected.. how sad right.? although i knew i would get a wonderful F9 for my science,, but i didn't give up..

yesterday night,, surprisingly! i took out both physics and chemistry textbook for a quick revise.. you guys think that this is normal.? but can you imagine how long i didn't read any single book or attend school.? all my books seems to collect dust now.. haha.. i sometime even forgotten that i once bought that particular book.. drama right? but it is true..

apart of all trouble,, i finally managed to settled down and read my textbooks.. but you know what,, my "surprisingly" feeling somehow came to me abit late.. by the time i start to open up my new looking book,, it was already 11plus going to midnight.. can expected how late it was.?

i was yawning and yawning non stop like a battery operated dinosaur,, open close open close.. 10 minutes later,, i eventually decided to close my books and went to bed.. hoping that there will be someone to enlighten me with some science knowledges in my dreamland.. but end up,, nothing turned up.. sad..

about my papers in school today,, you all guess also know,, but please don't tell others okay? i will shyshy de leh.. you know i know enough already.. hehe..

hardworking does not mean anything,,understand.

October 01, 2007

[kisses] #008 [kisses] [ 20:30 ]

lesson for today
always plan time with allowance.. if not the unexpected cab fare would cost you a bomb!!

mr.kua finally settled down with his basic test date..it is on the 11.12.07.. but he somehow not that satisfied with the date.. he was nagging and nagging non stop about the earliest date he gotten, saying that the date was too far from now.. can tell how ''gan jiong'' he was right.. haha.. perhaps he worried that BBDC would run away with his money ba.. just joking la..

anyway mr.kua, i would help you keep a lookout everyday to check whether there will be anyone kind enough to give up their date in order to let you intake earlier okay.?at the mean time,please be patience..

[kisses] #007 [kisses] [ 11:55 ]

how how how .? did i left out anything .? 12pm now.. still got 2 hours left for me to do everything including the long trip to school.. thinking how good if i have a car.. forget about of those craps.. haha.. rushing for time already.. update when i am back..

please pray hard for me okay??